Bad Choice(Liam/Harry FanFiction)

Chapter 16

"HARRY!" Still my fiancee and Liam is still my friend. I heard running. I jumped out and ran out of the room to see Harry coming. His face scared. I look at him and he just runs in and hugs me. "I thought I hurt you bad. Like I thought bad!" I never felt so scared neither of them were near me and I freaked. "Just never leave me alone again at night. Wait where is Liam?" Now I was kinda angry knowing that he's fine. "He's fine. But he was more worried about you seeing him." I know he can see the anger. "What the hell happened Harold Edward Styles!" He wouldn't look at me. "Harry please. I need to talk to him. I love him. So much and I love you so much but we can't do this. We have had 4 years and you want to be forever? I never had a other serious boyfriend. I love you Harry but." He cut me off "He's halfway dead." I stop. Ever felt the Earth shift move or your heart stops and you can't breath? I felt everything hit me. Harry was the only one right now holding me up. I couldn't look at him. I fall on my knees and he sits on the stairs calling someone and I feel alone so alone. I have no one to lean on like Liam. I can't redo the last 4 years. I can't forget him. I knew right then holding it in wasn't happening. I stood up and leaned against the wall to head to the bathroom. I got to it and I fell into it cause I couldn't quite hold myself up. I was under shock. Never once have I felt this upset. I crawled to the cabinet. I grabbed this old razor that men used on their faces. Liam liked those more. More manly thing. I open it and I look at myself in it and I cut my wrist. I couldn't stop. I felt like all the pain was coming out. I felt maybe if we both go I can say all I wanted the first time I knew I loved him. Damn it I always said Harry. Never once did Harry care for me the same way. He wants me to be perfect. Show off so he can screw girls every night and not be called a man whore. I can't take all this. Liam wouldn't scare me if I left. I love Liam I really do I can't picture things without him I look down and I am all bloody. My whole left arm blood. I start to feel the pain it starts to creep up so I start on my leg to get my mind off. I don't understand why would I hurt Liam in all these ways and I don't even know why he is halfway dead. Of course I wasn't awake or something. I am stupid. Hopeless. Useless. Nothing more thn a scared little girl of losing her favorite stuffed animal. I can't believe myself. I am not good enough for either of them. They are like gods and what am I? Nothing! I feel like I have wasted 4 years of their lives. I am killing promises. Lots of them. One to my friends. Two to my family. Three Liam and Harry. Four myself. I can't help it anymore. I look down and I start to feel woozy. I scream out bloody murder. I started to get fuzzy then I saw Harry dash in. I lift my hand up and I blackout.

                    Harry P.O.V

I have been waiting 3 hours to hear back about Katie. I wanted her to shut up. I didn't know what to say. Sure he was pretty beat up but not halfway dead. I thought she would want more detail. But look I just made a huge mess. I can't clean. I am pacing back and forth. I'm waiting for the boys too. But they were pretty upset at me. Liam was takening her away. But look and I just pushed her under. I already miss her eyes giving me that one look she thinks is scary. I just plan along cause I know her by now. I feel terrible and I think Liam is going to sock me when he sees me. Specially if I tell them the story. "Mr.Styles, I think you should call some family to keep you company because I don't think she'll be out anytime soon. She lost a lot of blood." I look at my feet and think about the first time she ever did this. Not half as bad but bad. I came in and told her to stop cause I would make her do it to me next time. She didn't do it til now. Stupid! "She's really strong and can pull though." I really hope. "Well sir I'll be honest this will be needing a miracle." Well that wasn't so good to hear. I call Liam.

"Liam please don't hate me" I get nervous cause he is a lot stronger than me and kinda scary at times.

"What now Mr.Dickface?" He was annoyed.

"Katie is in the hospital because I said you were halfway dead to shut her up." I wait a second and all I hear is mumbling, moving, and a slam.

"DAMN IT HARRY!" Yep I am dead. "Is she okay now?" 

"No."

"I'll be there less than a minute. Better take a before selfie." 

I call Zayn again and he was on his way with Rini. Louis was coming and so was Melanye. I was scared to tell Zayn too. Niall was coming a little later than everyone. Louis he doesn't scare me along with Niall. But I do know Louis will scream and basically try. I am standing all alone and I know Liam is going to be the first one so I am like nervous. So I call Gemma. She said "DAMN Harry you can't keep the only good caring one and the only one to put up with your ass. I hope Liam and Zayn beat the hell out of you." So true though. I hear the elevator. I look over and see Liam coming in with a bag. "WHAT THE FUCK HARRY!" That bag is for my body isn't it oh god yep that is what it is for. "Harry I am talking to you!" I look straight at him knowing if I don't I'm getting a sucker punch. "I'm sorry Liam did you think I knew this was going to happen?" He looked at me then turned the other way. I looked back at him the and he punched me in the face. "Now we're even." I hold my eye cause damn. The elevator dings and I take cover. "Liam!" I see Zayn and Rini. "Now where the hell is that bloddy bastard?" I hear Liam chuckle and I burry myself into the corner more. I'm screwed that's like his Lil Sis. I stand up cause I knew I was dead. "Harry how could you fucking say something like that to her! You knew she cares for him a lot like you know A LOT!" Rini was about in tears. Zayn wouldn't look at me and I knew it would be that or a kick in the jewels. "I hope your proud of yourself Harold." That was all he said. I see Louis coming and he just goes to hug Liam. He has tears in his eyes. "Damn you Harry my fucking sister! MY SISTER!" I know it isn't his real but might as well be. He has his big eyes on and he won't look at me. He must of been really torn. "I am sorry guys." Rini looks at me and her eyes were all red and she wasn't going to keep quiet anymore. "DAMN IT HARRY YOUR JUST GETTING JUST MORE PISSED SAYING SORRY WE ARE NOT THE ONES YOU DID THIS TOO! KATIE IS IN THERE DYING! SHE NEVER DID ANYTHING SHE WANTED ONLY WHAT YOU WANTED! I SAW HER IN PAIN SO MANY YEARS! LIAM HELPED HER WHEN YOU DIDN'T! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU AT ALL!" I couldn't lie I felt all the guilt right then. I started to break down they all looked at me with no sorrow cause I even knew that I deserved this. "Where were you Harry that's all I want to know?" Liam was clenching his fist. "I was on the stairs, on my phone about to call you." I saw his eyes get dark brown. Then the nurse walked in "Mr.Styles we got news."