Bad Choice(Liam/Harry FanFiction)

Chapter 22

Two weeks later. Funeral.

  I'm pregnant. I can't get over the fact Harry is dead. I was there I should be more aware then anyone. I am dressed in all black. I walked in the church and  Anne ran up to me and hugged me. All I could do is hug her back. "Thank you for taking care of him as long as you did you should've kicked him to the curve a long time before. He was a terrible kid. But he did it cause he loved you. Liam is amazing kid so I'm happy for you two." I smile and hug her a little more. I grab Liam's hand. I look  and he looked like Harry for a moment so I had to blink but it wasn't. I wish it was though in a way. I walk into the show room. I couldn't do it as soon as I saw the coffin I almost broke down. Louis came up out of no where and hugged me. "I'm sorry Katie. I know your the one to find him." I nodded and Louis walked away. I sat down front row with Liam. I leaned my head against him. I cried the whole time. "Miss.Lucky Lady? Harry wants you to talk?" The preacher looked around the room after reading off the paper. I looked at Liam and he looked at me and nodded. I stood up in front of everyone took a deep breath. 

"Harry was a special person to me. A real special person. He was cheeky. Real cheeky. I loved that about him. Sure he was a dick at some points, but we all are. I loved him for everything he did. We were going to get married but he finally pushed me too far for repair. I got married to another guy the day before I found him. I ever wanted him to go I still love him. I will admit I never did stop. But it was for the best. If he knew it was for my best being he would do the same well he did let me go. I remember him singing Isn't She Lovely on X-Factor. I was front row. I smiled the whole time. He was amazing. He had talent. Real talent. I met him and knew he was a little weird and cocky but he was funny at the same time. The best smile, it could melt you. He left us too soon. Way too soon." I looked at my feet and all I thought about was him. "I remember it all. Everything, fucking thing. I wish I could forget. But once your hurt you can't be fixed." I look up an walk back to my seat. Louis stands up and starts clapping then Zayn joins and everyone starts. I run to Liam and hold him tight. "It's okay babe."  I cried into his chest. I never missed someone so bad. After all these hormones don't help. 

  Home. 

We get home and all I do is lay on the couch with Troy. "Sweetie I'll be upstairs if you need me." I nod and snuggle with Troy. 

Flash Back

   "Harry get away from that river!" We were on a hike and he was trying to get in a rushing river. "Why don't you just come in with me we can help each other out!" He was being cocky. I was worried he would drown or die or something. I was scared half to death. "No get your ass up here now!" I wasn't moving from the top of the hill. He was smiling and keep putting his leg in. "Damn it Harry don't make me come down there and pull you up." After all we were dating for 3 months. "Or I could push you in when you come down!" I was getting pissed everytime he said something back. "Fine I hope you do fall in and die!" I sat down and picked a flower next to me which was really pretty. "Fine I might just do that!" I looked at him and he jumped in. I threw off my clothes besides bra and underwear. Well thong. And ran down hill. "Damn it Harry this is why I hate you." I jumped in after him. He was sitting on a rock laughing away at me. I was about to float right passed him but he grabbed me with one arm and pulled me on his lap. "Idoit you think I wouldn't hve a back-up plan." I just ignored him. He kissed my cheek and rubbed his nose on my cheek. We sat their for hours until it calmed down then we jumped in. We played in the water for a long time. We found a little den cave thing and made out/ had sex. Which was new to me. It was really warm so we stayed in their for the whole night which I didn't hear the end of from my dad. Ana found us in their and posted it all over Facebook and Twitter. Which I punched her in the face for. We had no worry in that cave like I do now.

 Back

 I woke up to being licked by Troy. I smiled but it turned back to a straight face fast. I missed knowing Harry was okay and alive. I had no hope for that anymore cause it would be lies. I missed knowing I could call cheeky boy. Seeing his smile. Holding him tight. All gone. Then I heard Say Something come on and I thought of the day me and Liam danced and me and Harry fought for the second before last. I remember seeing Liam on the ground and jumping infront and seeing Harry's face turn pissed to what the hell did I just do. I had that face in my head. I loved him for everything. I loved Harry. I felt a cold hand touch my face but no one was there. I held the spot and had a half smile. I couldn't help to think it was Harry saying he's fine. "I love you so much Harry, even thought you made me pissed jumping in that river." I laughed letting a tear come out and all I could think is his smile. I felt lonely knowing I won't ever feel his touch again like that. Why did he have to leave? Why couldn't it been me? Why do I have to feel this pain? Why would he leave me like his? So much pain. Heart acne. Nothing made me smile. I had a baby inside me which would love to meet it's Uncle Harry. But he won't. Cause the angel on earth had to go so soon. This baby is my life now along with Liam and Troy my big baby. Reasons for me to keep moving is the fact I have them. Unlike Harry..............