Face reveal; namseok

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{THIRD PERSON VIEW}

"where are we going exactly?" the older asked, desperate to break the silence. "we could go to ilsan lake park?" namjoon said as he smiled at the older. hoseok nodded, giggling a bit. he smiled softly at the younger. "i don't really know what that is, but let's go!"
"it's just a park" namjoon giggled as he held the olders hand.
"alright," hoseok chuckled, beginning to rub small circles on the back of the younger's hand. "i'm still excited to go though."
"im glad you are baby" namjoon whispered and soon realized that the car ride got a little awkward.
hoseok cleared his throat, unsure of what to say. "why is their such a tension between us now?" he asked the younger. "uhmmm maybe it's because of the conversation yesterday" namjoon blushed and let go of the olders hand.
hoseok scratched the back of his neck, remembering what they'd talked about. "o-oh yeah.."
"im sorry that I'm so awkward" namjoon sighed out
"no, you're not," the older told him. "i just- i don't know," he sighed.
"im sorry baby" namjoon said
"it's not your fault," hoseok reassured him. "let's just forget about it, yeah?"
"okayyyyyy" namjoon sighed and kissed the olders hand
after a while they were finally there "we're here my prince"
hoseok nodded, getting out of the car and reattaching their hands. "i love you," he told the younger, feeling as if it was need to be said.

"i love you too baby" namjoon said as he hugged the older and kissed his forehead
hoseok hugged him back, releasing after a moment before grabbing the others hand. "let's go then," he said, dragging the younger along.
namjoon giggled at the olders action and followed him along
hoseok brought him over to one of the benches facing out to the lake, sitting down and patting the spot beside him. once the younger was next to him, he leaned his head on his shoulder as he looked at the peaceful view of the lake.
namjoon interlocked their fingers and started rubbing his thumb on the top of the olders hand.
hoseok closed his eyes, leaning into the side of his boyfriend. "this is relaxing," he said before sighing contently.
"it really is" namjoon said, he really wanted to ask the older a question but he didn't want to break up the amazing silence.
hoseok shifted his head so he was looking at the younger, and kissed his cheek, not feeling the need to say anything at the moment.
namjoon giggled and kissed the olders hand "hey babe?" namjoon said as looked at the older "can i ask you a question?" he asked.
hoseok slightly nodded in response. "of course! what do you want to ask?"
"uhm do you want kids one day" namjoon asked, feeling kinda awkward.
hoseok lifted his head off of the younger's shoulder, scratching the back of his neck. "hm.. i don't know. i mean, maybe after i'm married, but not really anytime soon. why?"
namjoon sighed "i was just thinking" he moved a little on the cold bench "if we were to move together" he scratched the back of his neck "we could get a child" namjoon struggled with getting his words out "like a puppy"
hoseok squealed in excitement. "really? i love puppies !! what breed? i love small dogs, but german shepherds seem cool! i mean—sure," he giggled, realizing how excited he got about dogs.
namjoon laughed and hugged the older "you pick the breed baby"
"no don't tell me that, i'll take forever to choose," the elder laughed, wrapping his hands around the other with a bright smile on his face.
"fineeeeeee, then we'll pick together" the younger said as he stood up and invited the older to do the same
hoseok stood up, a bit hesitant. "wait, we're actually doing this?"
namjoon looked at the older "only if you want to" the younger said.
hoseok thought for a second, he wasn't sure if this was moving too fast in their relationship or not. "i- well, yeah obviously. it's just, a little fast, don't you think?"
"well i don't know, maybe, but sometimes you gotta do stuff without thinking that much about it" namjoon smiled feeling a bit insecure.
"alright then, let's go," hoseok said, a soft smile growing on his face.
namjoon got this huge uncomfortable feeling that he was moving to fast, he felt like he was pushing the older into doing things that he didn't want to.
hoseok sighed as he rubbed the bridge of his nose, he could tell the other was unsure now. "joon, i want to do do this, okay?"
"o-okay" namjoon stuttered
after they had both gotten in the car the younger turned to his boyfriend "babe, can you promise me something?"
hoseok buckled his seat belt before humming in response. "yeah?"
the younger took a deep breath "can you promise me that you'll tell me if you ever feel like i'm pushing into stuff you don't want to?" the younger said as a tear rolled down his cheek "cuz i don't want you to feel like you can't say no to me"
hoseok turned to wrap his arms around the younger. "Joon, of course. But I don't feel that way, I want to do whatever you do."
namjoon sat there and silently cried "i just don't want to force you into anything"
hoseok started tearing up as well, he didn't like that his boyfriend was feeling this way. he buried his head into the younger's arm and let out a shakey breath. "y-you aren't. if anything, i feel like i'm the one forcing you since it was my idea to move in together."
the younger stuttered "b-but, you didn't force me. y-you asked" namjoon said as he gave buried his head in the nape of the olders neck.
hoseok let a tear slip freely from his eye. "you did too though. i-i said that i wanted to, and i'm not going to change that."
"i just really don't want you to feel uncomfortable" namjoon cried out.
hoseok shook his head. "i'm not uncomfortable. the only way you could make me uncomfortable is forcing me on a stage in front of people, naked," he chuckled, trying to break the tension a bit.
namjoon let out a small laugh "you're so cheesy omg"
he buried his face in deeper into the nape of his boyfriends neck.
hoseok gave his boyfriend a small kiss on the head. "i'm only cheesy for you."
namjoon wiped away the tears on his face and gave his boyfriend a small kiss "i love you" he whispered.
hoseok kissed the younger on the nose, a soft smile plastered on his face. "i love you too."
namjoon smiled and turned on the car "wanna play a song?" he handed the aux cord to the older.
hoseok shrugged, grabbing the aux cord before putting in his phone. "sure ! i'm just gonna put my phone on shuffle," which he did, and one of his songs came pouring through the speakers.
namjoon listened extra carefully, as the voice in the radio sounded very familiar "babeeee?" namjoon looked at the older "is that you?"
hoseok felt a light blush creep up to his face. "well," he cleared his throat a bit. "yeah."
namjoon interlocked their fingers and smiled at the older "why didn't i know that you have such an amazing voice?"
hoseok shrugged. "i don't know. it's not really a big deal, i just do it for fun," he explained. "it has a lot of mistakes though."
namjoon looked with a shocked expression at the older "what do you mean by that? you have so much talent" "thank you," hoseok said shyly. he was really self conscious when it came to showing other people his music. namjoon kissed the olders hand "you could really get far with this" hoseok shook his head. "i only like to let a few select people listen to it. i've been wanting to show you forever, i just never knew a good time." namjoon laughed at the older "well now I feel special"
hoseok giggled a little. "well you are special," he said with a soft smile.
namjoon gave the older a small kiss on the cheek before going back to focus on his driving. hoseok smiled contently, listening to his music as the younger drove, picking up spots where he knew he had to fix things. he occasionally snuck an admiring glance at the other, taking in his beauty.

AN// Sorry for the long chapter