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2 weeks later I am at home I kept all my dad's clothes and his funeral is today I asked Justin to come with me because I didn't want to be alone I was also nervous because I was speaking and singing
"Please welcome dis lovely daughter alex"

I went up to my dad's casket and broke down in tears
"Thank you for always being my rock, thank you for being my protector I still can't fully wrap my head

around it, I can't believe your really gone, I needed you but I guess heaven needed you a little bit more I really hope you're watching down on me, cuz I really really miss you and I know you died doing what you loved

you've always been my hero and I don't know what I'm going to without you
I looked at everyone "hi sorry um im gonna tell you about My dad, my dad was my hero, he taught me everything I know, he was a fighter, he lit the room every time he walked through, he never let anyone feel ba

about themselves if someone was in pain he always tried his best to make them feel better, growing up with my dad in the military was really hard because there were times when he left and in the back of my mind there was always that what if something happens what if he doesn't make it

but he always came home, now that he won't be coming home I don't know what to think anymore I still can't believe it, sometimes I think its all just a lie and one day he's gonna gonna come home and it's all gonna be okay but it's not okay, because HES NOT COMING HOME" i cried and I broke down in tears I was on my knees crying in my hands

I stopped crying stood up and the music to heaven got angel started i started singing I sang the song crying everyone clapped "I love you dad" I breathed
I went back to my seat next to justin I laid my head on his lap and cried he rubbed my back

....The service was over....
They burried him and Justin took me to his house I crawled into his bed and cried Justin crawled into bed with me I cried into his chest i crawled on top of him crying into his chest I forced myself to stop eventually,

I looked up at justin I put my hands on his neck he looked at me "I want you" I whispered our face was an inch apart "now" he whispered i nodded "Alex I'm not taking advantage of you like that, that's wrong" he said

"I know your in pain but I can't do that to your dad" "your not doing it to him your doing it to me" he shook his head "I'm sorry" I got off of him And stood up "Alex don't be like that, I'm not taking advantage of you like that" he said "no I just want to go home" "Are you sure cause you can stay here" he tossed me a t-shirt and some joggers he turned around I changed into the outfit

"You Can turn around" I told him we went downstairs to the family room I sat down on the oversized chair with my knees on the chair "do you want something to drink" he asked tea" I told him he walked into the kitchen I grabbed his guitar and started singing playing heaven got another angel "The roses aren't as Pretty
The sun isn't quite as high
The birds don't sing as sweet of a lullaby
The star seem a little bit faded
The clouds just a little more gray
And it feels like things won't ever be the same

Heaven got another angel tonight
You left this world behind
Heaven got a little better the day
It took you away from me" I sang as the tears came down my face I stopped Justin brought me tea and took his guitar he set it down and crawled into the chair with me he wiped my tears "I'm really sorry I wish I could take the pain away " I drank some tea and the set it down and laid my head on his lap sideways

"I love you" he said "I love you too" he rubbed my back

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The end

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