The Secret Journal Of Sarah Walden (Lesbian Story)

The Completely Clichéd Story of How I Met Emma Hull

20th August 2013

Hey all my non existent readers

I am 15 years old and I am like 5'0, I have blonde hair which I hate and regularly forget to brush and I like to wear overalls to school

So I'm a little weird but who cares?

Anyway guys it's the first day back at school and I'm kinda freaking out, mum keeps telling me that it will be fine but I don't know I think everyone hates me and I feel like I'm going to get bad anxiety again

I just hope that there's someone new in school who's kinda like me, I could really use a friend you know? My mum is always there and stuff but I don't know if it's good that she's my only friend

So today I went to school and as soon as I walked in I could tell that today was going to be an absolute nightmare, I got my timetable from the counter at the front and walked along the corridor, the timetable told me that my locker was number 15b and the code was 2683, I found the locker and shoved my bag in there and looked for my first 2 classes, English and science. so I took out my old science folder and my old English book plus the book I needed to return to the library. I began walking down the corridor and upstairs headed to English when a girl ran into me, I dropped my books everywhere and she was totally going to laugh at me, I tried to quickly pick everything up, she grabbed the book to hand me it but read the title first, I looked at her for the first time, I hadn't seen her before but she was beautiful, her hair was flawless like there wasn't a piece out of place and her eyes were bright green and shining in the light. "Oh my god you like 'Speak'? It is one of my favourite books like ever!" I was completely shocked that she was even the type to read. "Um yeah it was amazing" I answered, why am I so bland? "I'm new today, my name is Emma, here's my number" she wrote her number on a piece of her notepad paper and handed it to me, "text me later, yeah?" "sure" I replied and walked away slowly. Did I just make a new friend? And did we seriously meet in that much of a cliché?

After school I text emma and we talked all night about what books we liked and what music we both listened to and a lot of other things, we had so much in common apart from her being totally gorgeous and me looking like I fell off of a barn like twice.

I ended the conversation telling her that I was going to bed and that we should meet up tomorrow after school at the Beach, it was summer here in California and of course it was roasting so I dunno why I still wore overalls to school, I thought about tomorrow and I thought I might wear something a little less ugly, anyway I'm not really going to bed, it's only 11 o'clock. I'm going to stay up for like 5 hours now and play stupid online games and talk to a couple of people from my favourite website. Bye!!

21st August 2013

Hey guys, well today wasn't very interesting, Emma said hello again when I walked by her in the corridor and then in Physical education she asked if I had a spare hairband, I think this is a good sign though, I wore jeans and a hoodie today and I kinda felt normal, like I fitted in or something, I know it sounds like I'm changing really quickly just so that I can fit in but I have always wanted to, but I never ever had a reason, I just really want friends and this is the first chance I've ever really had, and to start with someone like Emma well that's amazing isn't it? she so beautiful and she's already classed as a cool girl in school, all of the boys keep swirling around her and the weird boys literally do everything for her, she's so lucky I just want to be her. I have to leave soon anyway to go and meet Emma, she actually text me back and I'm meeting her at 5. BYE💋

Tonight was so so fun, I wore a bathing suit that was too big and I thought she would laugh at me but she didn't and I'm happy because I felt very self conscious about it. We walked down the beach for a while and we talked about some personal stuff, she told me loads about her life and how her dad had left her and her mum to fend for themselves and bought a boat and sailed away, so they moved from Florida to California, she told me about how she missed her old friends and even her neighbourhood which was totally understandable, it must be horrible having to move so far so quickly, she also told me that her hair is naturally brown and that she bleaches her roots every few months, I don't really know why that's a big deal but she told me not to tell anyone because it made her seem fake, I don't think she's fake she's really genuinely lovely and funny. I hope she likes me too because I would love to be her friend. I have homework to do anyway but I will keep you guys updated, Bye!!❤️

25th August 2013

I have become really close with emma now guys and so far she has already had dinner at my house twice! My mum is really excited because I have a friend and she isn't used to it.

Have you ever tried lying on the grass and looking for shapes in the clouds? Emma told me about doing this today, she said something about her and her old friends doing it years ago, we tried it and it was really really fun, she found a cloud in the shape of a bunny and there was even a carrot shaped cloud, I hadn't ever thought of that before, that the clouds could come in shapes? it's kinda crazy if you think about it like they are clouds they aren't meant to be in the shape of daily objects, I don't understand why it fascinated me so much either, got to go, bye guys