The sun-kissed bicep flexed, the long fingers clasped on the cigarette stick, soon met the lips when the stick was putted between the lips. He inhaled deeply and the smokes flew deep into the lungs. Forth was staring out of the opened window, far to the dark navy sky. The breezes blew and the curtain fluttered gently. The middle finger that caressed along the clothed spine line just gently, stopped when the body on top of him snuggled onto his toned chest and abdomen, looked for his warmth. Exhaled the smoke, Forth held him closer.
It was only 03.08 am and those long lashes fluttered open, squirmed gently in his arm. Forth saw Beam slowly looked up at him. The heels of the pale palm planted on the bed on Forth's sides before Beam tried to deliberately sit himself up on his lap.
The small whimpers were heard from time to time from those plump reddish lips. The duvet shifted up when Beam successed sitting himself up on Forth's lap, grabbing on the bottom side of his aching back. The pale thighs showed on the display exclusively for Forth's eyes from under the duvet. Forth just watched as the prince trailed his eyes from his bare sun kissed toned abdomen, chest, his lips, and nose before those tired big eyes met his sharp stare. Forth was ready for anything ahead of him.
They stared at each other for good five seconds. Forth could see those fragments of them having it for the first time played on the back of Beam's head. The frown appeared on the pale face, a harder one followed soon after. Forth turned his head away just to put the stick in between his lips again, and sucked on the smoke to soothe his nervousness before it showed. He still felt Beam's eyes on him as he exhaled the smoke.
"Wanna get outta here?" Forth asked, as it was the first time he finally talked again tonight, he sounded rough and low, kind of cold.
Beam just heaved a sigh. A disappointment was diamond clear showed on his face.
"We did it-"
"I know."
The fast respond pulled Forth's eyes quick and hard to the pale guy in front of him.
The eyes met again and then Forth could see Beam's eyes gave his lips a glance before went back to his eyes.
"Then what?"
"Forget it-"
"I can't."
This time, Forth's fast respond was the one pulling that already hard frown on the pale face even harder.
Forth knew, Beam can't do it too.
"We can't back off-"
"We can't move on with this too."
Forth put the burning stick on the ashtray before he leaned his back more against the pilled-up pillow on his back. Let Beam took the sight of his broad, sun kissed, toned chest moved up and down as he sighed.
"Honestly," Forth said. "God damn honest," Forth said again. "What can he do that I can't?"
Beam shifted on Forth's lap a little because his aching back started to hurt more after he stayed on one position for too long. And because of that sharp stare stabbed his soul and straightforwardly tried to get his soul naked from lies and pretense.
"Nothing," Beam breathed softly as he finally gave up on sitting and let himself stayed on his four above Forth's. His pretty face almost met Forth's so he tilted his face a little to the side. "Nothing at all," he breathed again as this time he bowed his head down in front of the intimidating, almost cold stare. Let Forth inhaled his scent from the revealed skin around his neck and the crook between his shoulder and neck.
Forth held the end of the slid down white shirt and covered the fair skinned shoulder in front of his face. That made the pretty face turned to him carefully.
