May 1, 2002 (Love)

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Dear diary,
I don't really understand why people try to play matchmaker. If someone doesn't want to be in love, then why force your ideas upon them? Unless they specifically asked then it's stupid. Especially if they said they don't want to date. I hate those people that, even after they hear that the person just got out of a relationship and isn't ready to date, they still try to find them someone. But aside from my rant, I actually like love. You could say I even LOVE it. I actually really like the idea of romance and finding someone to spend the rest of your life with. In fact, I have the way I'm going to propose, and my wedding planned out. I find everything about romance to be heart warming. If a friend came to me asking if I would get him a date, I would find him someone and probably plan the date for him. I am a romantic yes, but I would never change to fit someone's idea of me. Changing for someone is stupid;Your basically giving away all of your free will because of one person that might leave within your lifetime. But on a different note, I want to find someone that supports me in my choices, someone who legitimately cares and isn't with me because of looks or money, someone who will go through hell to help me, and that knows I would do the same. Someone who I can sing love songs to(o) (I don't know which one it is) I might need to lower my expectations a bit. Anyway that's it for this entry join me next time for a very serious entry

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