notes.

career

i can say that i am a type of person who likes to skip parts, like to jump to the next step.

i want everything to be perfect, to be in good quality, to be more than what expected.

i enjoy a lot of things, simple things.

you might be surprised of things that i can do.

but what's bothersome, is what i truly want.

as i've said earlier, i like to skip parts, i like things to be done quickly.

i am very impatient, not only in my crafts but also on my success.

an opportunity was given to me, it escalated quickly than i expected.

it was given to me, big time. i don't even know anything about it.

i don't know how to do it.

i was put in a position i didn't expect to get.

i don't even know if i am suited to be in that place.

i am grateful yes, but me being a perfectionist,

imagine how hard i would be on myself.

imagine how i be able to handle people looking at me.

watching me every step, finding reasons to hate on me.

how can i handle the pressure of doing things right,

in every single thing that i would do.

there will be no room for mistakes.