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Donghyuck's

I've had enough tonight. There were a lot of hurtful words and events that happened tonight, finally my tears started falling down one by one.

I'm still thinking what did I even do to my bestfriend to be treated like this. We've been through a lot. Does love can really change a person?

I've been hurt a lot already, maybe this is the right time to let go and continue with my everyday life without a 'Mark' as a bestfriend in my life. I should start thinking about myself from now on, if others can't love me for who I am, then I'll do it for myself. Nobody knows myself well other than me. "Fighting Donghyuckah! I love you, you can do it" I shouted inside my room and tried to put a little smile on my face before falling asleep, tomorrow would be a long ass different, awkward kind of ride, so imma prepare myself.

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The next day, I went early to our practice room to avoid having interactions with Mark. But luck is really not on my side at this earlt yet, I entered the room and saw Mark with Koeun on the sofa, giggling to each other. My heart hurts but I can do this, i'm lee donghyuck. 😊

I just continued entering the room and sat at the other end of the sofa, i tried to relax myself and took out my phone to play with it.

I started hearing some noises from inside the room, the sound of lips having a good interaction, i looked up on the other two people inside the room and there I saw my ex-'bestfriend' and his 'girl' eating each others faces.

I was disgusted but there's a tiny part in me that wished it was me. "Oh shut it! Donghyuck, you're just hurting yourself, never ever gonna happen dude" i told myself.

Koeun looked me in the eye while still eating Mark's face, and showed my a smirk and a wink. Oh, what a hoe. Hope she chokes on his saliva and puke on mark's mouth. Hahaha.

After a few minutes, FINALLY, the other members and the hyungs started to arrive. And the awful lovebirds has stopped their kissing scene as well.

Everybody got a little bit surprised seeing Koeun inside our practice room, Mark is even holding her hand while smiling wide, this idiot is really blinded huh, he looks dumb with that smile on his face, why did I fell in love with him again? Uggghh!

After Mark told everyone that Koeun is 'his girl' we started our practice right away.

Third Party

Everybody might have noticed that Mark and Haechan was distant to each other, they were confused as to what happened. Every members knows Haechan and Mark's friendship, that's why they were weirded out when a few weeks ago Mark was suddenly being distant with the other.

Doyoung and Taeyong can't take it anymore, we all know they are both the 'moms' of NCT. And Doyoung being the closest to Haechan decided to talk to him, Taeyong also wants to talk to Mark since they are the closest, but the said boy is busy with Koeun, he decided to just talk to him when they go back to the dorms.

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Donghyuck's

Taeyong hyung gave us a little break after practicing for hours, I sat down at the corner not minding the lovers in the other corner of the room.

You can say from looking at my face right now that I look fine, but hell, I badly want ro run away right now and cry my eyes out. it hurts, it doesn't hurt because of my love for him. What hurts the most is that my bestfriend ditched me for his girlfriend without any valid reason.

Jaemin suddenly went to me with the other Dream members, they just looked me in the eye and it creeped me out. I looked at each of them, their face is sad. Then Jaemin just suddenly hugged me, the others joined in after a few seconds, they just hugged me tight, I didn't even notice that I'm already crying, I heard myself sob in Jaemin's embrace, not caring if the hyungs are looking at us. At this moment, this is what I need.

My members knows what I feel towards mark, not including the hyungs though, since I don't know how to tell them about it.

While Chenle is secretly wiping my tears, i saw in my peripheral view that someone is coming towards us, I looke up and saw Doyoung hyung, looking at me direct to the eye, like he's asking me what's going on. Should I tell him about it?

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Bii, I don't know what im writing and i dont know where this story is heading. I just want to write a book that hurts. 😣😂😂 hope you liked my messy book. 😍💚

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