Heartthrob Series 1.2: My Sweetest Jerk (COMPLETED)

Chapter 51

Chapter 51: End

Carmela's POV

Hinila ni Robert ang upuan na kinauupuan ko hanggang sa makarating kami sa isang liblib na lugar, we took the stairs, and if I counted it right, nasa pangatlong palapag kami ngayon. Tumatawa-tawa pa siya habang hinihila ako. To be hones, I'm nervous. Hindi ko alam kung makakaalis pa kami rito. Knowing him, pang-ilang beses na 'tong pagkikita nila ni Nash at hindi niya pa nakakamit ang gusto niya. He even shot his own sister! Who's in the right mind to do that?

I sighed. I just wanna see the dawn of tomorrow.

Hinawakan niya ang panga ko at ngumisi. "Alam mo Carmela?"

"Hindi pa. Ano 'yon?" Wala na akong panahon makipaglokohan sa kanya. Ngayon, gusto ko nalang siyang murahin at pilosopohin. Calculating all the possible chances of getting out of here is really low. I don't want to be egative pero 'yon ang nakikita ko. I don't even know kung nasaan sina Nash because the last time I saw them, he just smiled at me and hid somewhere here.

"Hindi ka naman dapat kasama sa larong 'to." 

"I geim-e pohamdoeji anh-eun iyuneun mueos-ibnikka?" I smirked. (If I'm not included in this game, why am I here?) Nakita kong kumunot ang noo niya kaya mas lalong lumawak ang ngisi sa mukha ko.

"Fuck you! I can't understand what you said!" He screamed.

"That's the point, I used korean language para hindi mo naiintindihan? Ang lakas mong gumawa ng ganito when I know you're just using me as a bait para manghina si Nash! You know he'll only get strong when you're torturing me, right? You are so stupid, damn!" I faked a laugh at mas lalo niyang idiniin sa ulo ko ang baril na hawak niya.

"And why is that, Carmela? Why do you think he'll only get stronger because of you?"

"Yeah, I'm his weakness and at the same time, I'm his damn strength. He's stronger than you know. And what the fuck is wrong with you, Cruz? Itinuring ka nilang kaibigan pero dahil lang sa mali mong pagdududa ay umabot sa ganito? Tangina, anong trip mo sa buhay? Kung bored ka, magpahinga ka lang. You're playing this kind of games when you don't even know if you're reason for doing this is valid or not! It's because of your pride and envy, isn't it? Tell me if I'm wrong!"

"You don't know anything."

Umiling ako, "I do know everything."

Tumawa lang si Robert sa sinabi ko. If lying is a sin, then I'm going to hell for doing this. I don't know even a single thing about them. We, the Alcantaras, don't have a connection about the Cruz. Nasa ibang bansa ang parents ko dahil sa business. They don't even know what happened to me, kahit nung kay Escuin. Hindi ko na gustong makarating 'yon sa kanila dahil busy na rin sila. And besides, I can manage.

"Alam kong ikaw ang nagpapatay sa mga magulang mo."

"W-what? How?" Why is he stuttering? Natatakot ba siya dahil nagkukunwari akong alam ko ang lahat kahit hindi? Gosh, napakadali niyang lokohin! I have my wits, Robert, 'wag kang pasigurado na kaya mo ako. I may not be good in fighting physically but I can attack you mentally and emotionally. Everyone has it soft spots in their head, I just need to find his.

"I was there that day."

"You got me. Yup, you're right. Ako ang nagpapatay sa sarili kong magulang."

"Kung ganun, ba't mo kami pinapahirapan? You are so fucking dumb! My god, Cruz!"

"Wala. Gusto ko lang. Ang dami mong dada! Kung tuluyan na kaya kita!" I chuckled when he said that.

"Fucking stupid, kung gusto mo na talaga ako tuluyan, ginawa mo na kanina. Kaso hindi diba? It mean that you're regretting this dahil alam mong kayang-kaya kita patulan gamit lang ang mga salita. Ay oo nga pala, words are daggers. They are sharper than knives, they can engage in your mind more dangerously. If I'm wrong, kill me now." I am challenging him now.