Save Me

Chapter 15: Apologies

Kats P.O.V

What the fuck is with people kissing me. First Andy, Jake who else? I can't take this. Why don't think what I think about things? I feel as though people only think of themselves. I was just driving in town not knowing where I was going. I just needed to get away. From all the problem and all the lies, secrets, feelings. I should take a break somewhere and I'm tired. I found a diner down the street. I turn and had weird stares from people. I didn't care I was tired and frustrated. I walked in. People were staring at me. I didn't care. I sat at a booth putting my head down. Wanting this day to end.

" Hello, would you like anything." A preppy waitress asked. I looked at her.

" Coffee." Was all I said to her I put my head down again waiting for coffee to wake me up. It was about 5 minutes until I got my coffee. I drank the cup and paid.  I walked back to my bike. I heard whistles and "nice". I flipped them off and drove away. I guess that I will have to go to the house again sooner than later. I was pulling into the driveway and all the lights were off. Okay, they should all be asleep. I thought while walking up to the door. I opened the door quietly walking in and closing the door. Not wanting to awake the guys. I tiptoed in the house. only to be met by Andy sitting in the living room.

" Hey, what are you watching?" I asked in a whisper. He turned to look at me. I looked at the ground waiting for him to answer.

" Batman wanna join." He asked. I wish that things aren't awkward between us.

" Sure, scoot over, batboy" I laughed as he got up and sat on the couch upside down.  I was laughing so hard the I was crying. I never thought that he would take it so literally.  He quickly got up and moved over. I was still laughing, he just rolled his eyes. I sat down and watched Batman in silents. It was awkward. When the movie was over. I was too tired to get off of the couch. I decided to sleep here tonight. 

I was sitting in the living room, playing Sorry with Alex. He was winning but not for long. The door opened. We still played not adverting our eyes off of the board.I heard a grunt. I looked up and saw him.

" Alex get upstairs, NOW," I said never leaving my eyes off of him. Alex walked upstairs as I told him to. I wasn't going to risk anything. He towered over me. He was the tallest in the " Family" you would say.  I looked at him waiting for what he has to say.

Someone was shaking me. I shot right up. Looking around. Chris from motionless in white was waking me up.

" Sorry for that," I said looking at the time. It was 5:19 in the morning. Thank god. I thought that I was going to be late. 

" You have a nosebleed. What happened in your dream?" Ricky was asking as I was wiping it up with a tissue. there wasn't much but it was a bad one.

" My life was what happened," I said while getting up and going to the kitchen. While I was getting up I was wobbling back and forth. 

" Are you sure that you okay. I mean you did get hit last night and a bloody nose." Ricky was saying as I was getting me a glass of water. 

" Yes, I am fine thank you for asking," I said as I was working my way to the stairs. My stomach hurt like hell but other than that I was fine. Nothing that was worse than I got at school, more like hell.

" What are you doing at 4:00 pm today?" Ricky was asking probably for a hangout or something. probably for the tattoo.

" Working I get off at 10:00 pm working late," I said with enthusiasm even though I wasn't that thrilled. but I needed the hours. Me being in school and then all of the problems that have been happening work wasn't in the schedule. Ricky was still following me.