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"The person you unconsciously hurt"

Jerald's POV
Right as I got off from Adam's older brothers car I was relieved

but not so happy about being in school,

I hold grudges at almost everyone even the kindest teacher in my school would always use me as a pet since I'm their favourite

and my whole class doesn't really care about favoritism they were just thankful that they aren't getting any pile of paperworks to check in

and I don't think I'm getting paid for doing their tasks and they keep on having me accompany at all school works and activities

which is not what I'm capable at but I'm doing the very least that I can do for them

sometimes its just a day filled with numerous tasks and jobs to finish in time

I even neglect my own health even myself who I couldn't find any time for just me and for Adam

It's sickening me at the slowest pace that I don't even have the guts to tell them that I need to breathe somehow not just because having me as a pet in school cause my grades are higher than anyone doesn't really have to be the reason for giving me lots of pressure from time to time

Which I'm bad at handling at but at the same time I'm also grateful since I don't have to go home very early since my parents wouldn't really care if I do

Theres this one teacher that doesn't really make me work at all as if I wanted to be a slave of every teachers here but,

Mr. Francis was totally the opposite of nagging bunch of pile works from their favourite students

Well when it's vacant time I mostly just go to the library and went missing cause I know those lazy ass teachers would be looking for me but for now I need my day off

"not really a day off just an escape from those bunch of bitches" 

I was looking for a poetry book that I'm interested in even if the section is old fashioned cause they all have different types of arrangements sometimes they have everything all modern to read but since it's Monday it's just old fashion

I'm very glad that they have the time to always change the category of books everyday sometimes it's classic but everything you need is all there at once.

This library is my all time favourite place to get away from stress and it's making me feel better so, I finally got what I'm looking for the poetry book named

"Never Falling Stars" 

Just by seeing a simple cover of a poetry book I know the insides of it has  some good contents and words that are quality enough to make you entertained

I sat down in a corner of the edge where no nutheads would find me but if they found me right away there's a solution that will always resolve the problem which is the window near beside me

I'd just open it and jump off if they ever see me here, a good reason for my death and in peace of not spending time with them 24 hours ahead, that would make me look like a workaholic