they make me
sit in a white room
until i'm okay
they treat me
like a prisoner
but the only chains around me
is a loss of sanity
i sit in a chair
staring out a window
they ask me
what hurt me
i say your name aloud
saying your name
hurt me deeply
but now
i can't hurt anymore
because it's not an emotion to me
it's now my personality
they ask me
if you ever loved me back
i shrugged
they ask me
why i think of you so much
i stood up
i felt something for once, i hoped you were proud of me
proud i held my hand around their neck
saying you were beautiful
SAYING YOU WERE WORTH IT
SAYING YOU WERE THE REASON THE SKIES WERE BLUE
SAYING
s A y i n g
s ay
sa
s
s
what was i saying?
