It's not you, It's me

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I LOVE YOU
Yet, I left you...

It's not you, It's me...

I am too afraid you'll leave me,
Too afraid you'll cheat on me,
Too afraid you'll hurt me,
Too afraid you'll get sick of me,
Too afraid to lose you,
Yet I did left you. 

It's not you, it's me...

I'm insecure,
When her body is curvy and mine is bubbly,
When her red lipstick catches your butterflies,
When her smiles are true and mine are cries,
When I'm not her,
And will never be like her.

It's not you, it's me...

I put my standards, to myself.
Standards that I made, but I failed to reach.
I am not for you,
because you're on the top and I'm on my cliff.
because you're on the top and I'm just nobody in the crowd.
because you're on the top and it's hard to reach you out.
because you're on the top and I can't climb on you up.

It's not you, it's me...

I'm not okay,
I'm fake,
I'm faking everything,
You don't deserve a fraud,
You don't deserve a two faced bitch,
You don't deserve someone like me at all.

I left but it's not you, it's me.

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