My head is in a jumble. Now I have to force myself to tell Gemma everything. It was hard enough to spit it out to Harry. But how can I fucking concentrate when Harry practically just said he loved me.
Gemma and I head to her room, so I can tell her everything. I don't know how this will turn out.
"Are you okay? You sounded upset on the phone."
"No not at all."
"What happened."
"My parents are getting divorced." I say now getting emotional.
"Oh my lord! Why?"
"My mom lost interest in him. Thats what she told us."
"Thats insane! Oh my god I'm so sorry."
"Its my fault you know."
"Hold on.. How on earth can it be your fault."
"Because it always is. They hate me and fight because of me."
"That cant be true."
"It is. They hate me."
"They're your parents they can't hate you."
"Im not their ideal child. Not what they want me to be. Which always led to fighting."
"Aw Jackie! I don't even know what to say I feel awful."
"Me too." I say before I just let all the tears that have been building up, just fall.
...
After spending the day at the styles house I sadly have to go home.
"Text me if you need me." Gemma says as I walked out the door.
I was terrified when I heard heavy footsteps from behind me in the pitch black street. I thought it was some homeless creep coming to attack me. I watch too many crime shows. When I turn around it was just Harry.
"Um.." I really do not know how to react to this.
"Jackie." He says out of breath
"Harry."
He pulls himself closer to me, looking into my eyes before kissing me.
"I should have done that before"
"Why are you doing this?"
"Doing what?"
"Getting all close to me. You never showed interest in me."
"I didn't know how to tell you?"
"Oh, so now that Im upset and going through a hard time, you thought it would be a great time to just suck it up and tell me?"
"Well yeah but.."
"Because you feel bad for me thats why your doing this."
"No, Jackie its not like that."
"Whatever. I dont need this right now."
I leave him standing there in as i walk off in tears.
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Secrets
ФанфикSometimes you fall in love with someone your so close to. The friendship between Gemma and Jackie is tested when a boy interferes. When it comes to Gemmas brother Harry; will the Family bond be ruined if a girls involved?
