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Hey, Jisung.

I feel like I've ignored you for too long.

I'm sorry.

I've been busy.

Busy with stuff.

Stuff like breaking up with my boyfriend to be with you.

Stuff like buying a plane ticket to visit you in Malaysia.

Stuff like packing up my things and leaving.

I wasted all these years working nonstop just to visit you.

I've read the letters too.

I never responded because I couldn't.

Seeing you heartbroken through a letter broke me.

I miss you a lot, my princess.

You're my only princess now.

I want to go back to you, Jisung.

But how?

How can I go to you when Felix told me you were gone?

Gone as in dead.

You didn't tell me anything.

You couldn't.

But why, Jisung?

Do you know how much I need you?

I really need you.

I'm crying these tears for you, Jisung.

(No lie, I'm like actually crying).

You shouldn't have died.

You shouldn't have suffered.

I'm so sorry.

Sorry isn't enough to explain my feelings.

I want to go back, Jisung.

I really do.

Please...

I want you back, Jisung.

Please don't leave me.

I love you...

Jisung, please come back.

Tell me you're not dead.

I don't want you to go.

I want your love.

I want your kisses.

Your hugs.

I want you.

I need you.

Don't go away.

Not now.

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(I have been sobbing uncontrollably because of this chapter, which is a surprise because I usually don't cry for emotional stuff like this.)

(OOF, help-)