Mackenzie Ziegler, a shy nerdy girl is some what crushing on Johnny Orlando. She realizes it is stupid to crush on him because he would never EVER notice her. Or so she thought..
Hi, my names Kenzie. I grew up in Pittsburgh Pennsylvania, but moved to LA because my sister Maddie got a modeling job. I live in the shadow of my sister. No one loves me like her, not even mom. Mom says our love for her is equal, but I don't see it. I'm just a silly nerd with one friend who's in high school. I'm not important. To any one. I have straight A's, but I don't even get recognized for that. I use to have a crush on my best friends brother, but I realized he was never gonna notice me so I got over it. I've talked to him once and that was when I accidentally spilled water on him. He put ice in my bra that night. I'm actually kinda glad I'm not like Maddie. I don't like the loud, or people in my face obsessing over me. I like the quiet and peace, not being noticed. It's kinda nice. You have your own privacy and can keep anything you've done wrongs private, it's not like anyone cares. It does get lonely sometimes though.. Here Lauren, my best friend:
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She's a beauty isn't she?
Here's me:
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I'm not the prettiest..
Here's my model sister Maddie:
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And finally Lauren's brother, Johnny:
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He's so hot, I used to be in LOVE with him. But I faced the fact he would love ME back. So I gave up on love. I love no one, not even myself.
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I woke up on Monday, great. I put on a baby blue croptop, long sleeved. It hung off of me. I put on some black leggings and white converse. I straightened my hair. I don't bother to put on makeup, it won't make me pretty. I grab my backpack and phone and walk down the stairs. The smell d bacon makes my stomach hurt, but I'd just throw it up behind the house so I walk past it. "Honey, your not hungry? You didn't eat dinner." Mom says. I froze, why does she care. "I'm still not hungry" I smiled crooked. "Quit starving yourself." Maddie says. "Oh I'm sorry, not all of us can eat like shit and stay skinny" I say walking out the door and slamming it. I hop on my motorcycle (I bought myself) I don't even bother to put on a helmet. If I fall off I'll be happy. I arrive at school. I walk to my locker and unlock it. I grab my stuff and walk to class. Until I bump into Johnny. "Watch where your going fucktard." "Watch your mouth slut I'll hit you in a split second." "If you hit me it won't be the worse thing that will happen to me" I lift up my sleeve to show scars to him. I pull my sleeve back down and walk away from him. He grabs my arm, "Y-you cut? Why? I'm telling Lauren!" "She already knows!" I say. I yank my arm out of his grip and run away from him to class. I sit down at my desk and think, why does he care? Nobody cares about me. I'm Mackenzie Ziegler, the nobody.
