𝕊𝕒𝕗𝕖 {kth.myg}

15

"T.V. shows and little cars.
Band-aids and too many scars."
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・.

Its been 4 months since the incident, taehyung has to go to work alot meaning he doesn't pay much attention to me anymore

"yoon im gonna turn on cartoons and head to my office room alright ?"

I nodded as he served me a sippy cup with blueberry water and went into his office

after an hour or so the cartoon ended and i started to over-think again

He doesn't love you

Your fat

Kill yourself

Taehyung doesn't want you anymore

He can do so much better than you

's-stop h-he loves me i-i know h-he does'

Then why is he not paying attention to you huh? Why do you think he's not with you alot? Hm? Exactly.

I never knew two words from my mind could make me do something that hurts so much

Kill yourself.

I ran to the bathroom and took out a razer

Cut.

Fucking loser

Cut.

Disappointment

Cut.

Mistake

Cut.

I didn't realize i was crying so loud until "yoongi are you okay?!?" a worried taehyung said

"baby please open the door for me"  tae said trying to pry me out. He opens the door with a key and his face has horror spread on it

He straight away goes to attended my arms, i flinch as he disinfected my cuts

After he finished he pulled me into a hug and whispered sweet nothings into my ear

He sat me down on his lap as he sat on the couch

"baby i told you, if you ever feel sad or feel like you wanna hurt yourself you come straight to me." he said softly. I felt a my heart hurt as he calls me baby

'i-i so-sorry da-taetae its j-just the mean v-voices co-me back, they said yo-u didn't wan-t me any-more, an-d t-hey said that yo-you didn't wanna t-take care of me th-ats why yo-ou dont spend ti-me with me anymore' i sob as I hiccup through-out what I was saying.

I saw Taehyung's eyes grow sad

"im so sorry baby i never meant to put this pain on you, i just wanna work hard so i can buy you all the things you want"

He spent the whole week with me making sure I was ok and comfortable

but he kept on calling me baby
Not that I was complaining but...

'd-daddy am I n-not yo-your Kitten any-more?'

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sorry for not updating again :(

-ur ugly author <3