Bullied

HOPELESS

I wish you'd stop the hate you give,
It's not like I actually want to be like this,
Ugly, fat, stupid and dumb,
Maybe I should just give up,
Why do you hurt me?
What have I done?
Are you doing it just for fun?
I wish I had a friend or someone to talk to,
I hate being so alone and so frigging hopeless,
My arms are covered in dozens of scars,
To help me breathe from this so called harm,
Whatever I've done please forgive me,
I swear I just want to feel free,
I'm losing hope bit by bit,
I honestly don't think I can actually do this,
Maybe I should just overdose,
Make the problems go go go,
Avoiding you is hard,
You're everywhere I turn,
Maybe I should just give up,
I'm already scared of going home,
Things aren't good there like I hoped,
My dad had run off with his new wife,
I don't even have him by my side,
I just want to feel safe just for once,
I'm hopeless and honestly I think I'm done,
Please tell me will you stop,
This seriously cannot carry on,
Either you just stop hurting me,
Or I take the pills and go to sleep.

Finally at peace.