(Chloe's POV)
'Beca is such a bitch. She always knows how to make kiss her...' I thought while I kissed her
"I love you Chloe." she said and smiled
I took a deep breath and told her that I love her too.
"Why are you being so weird lately?" she asked
"Uhm...I honestly don't know what you mean?"
"You're so...I don't know...so cold..."
"I just kissed you!?"
"Yeah but before that and before you told me that you love me you first took a deep breath as if you would hesitate if you still love me...I could honestly cry right now..."
"No! Beca don't... I still love you everything is alright! I'm just a little pent up lately..."
"Then tell me why! We can figure that out..."
"I'm sorry but I'm going through that alone,ok?"
"If you really want that...,I'll be on the toilet for a sec,excuse me." Beca said and went to the bathroom
I think I really made her sad,like VERY sad.
I didn't mean to make her feel like that but I just have to relax our relationship for myself again and alone...
It takes time to forget but it'll be okay in a few days. I can forgive her,I love her to much than I could be angry with her for so long but I still have to sort my mind and she would bring everything out of control...
While thinking about that I slowly walked towards the bathroom door. I stopped right in front of it and I already heard her sobbing and harshly breathing. I carefully knocked on the door and it unlocked after that. I slowly opened it.
"Hey,what's wrong?" I softly said
"I'm sad..." she sobbed
"Tell me why,sweetie." I said and took her hand
"Because I destroyed our relationship with my stupid jealousy! I fucking hate myself!"
"Hey,hey,Beca.....It's all good,baby." I said and began sailing my fingers through her hair
"But we are totally messed up..."
"No we aren't! Everything is going to be fine,trust me! It's just me destroying our relationship with my stupid mood swings! I'm going to get this under control and we'll be alright again."
"Why do I feel like you are lying to me? Tell me what really bothers you...please."
"Ok fine. You know basically it started when I lost my baby. I always pretend I'm fine with it but on the inside it's still hurting so much. That was already a burden to me and then you went wild cause I had fun with a FRIEND and slapped me! I was so shocked I really couldn't believe you did that. I said I forgive you but it's whirring in my head till today. And then I found out this shit with the weed and I really thought you were broken at first and your explanation seemed so unbelievable for me and I'm so fucking afraid that that wasn't the first time you smoked that...And then you were so jealous that you made me loose a good friend,she's really nice and sensitive you really shouldn't have done that. I'm not interested in her the way I used to be into you ...All I'm trying to say is that.... that...I'm so sorry but at the moment I just can't really love you like I usually do..." I really felt relieved as I told her everything
"Chloe...I...." Beca's eyes filled with tears
"Please don't cry..."
"I swear I won't do anything like that again! At least I'm trying my best to don't do something like that again! Fuck! I love you so fucking much I'm so sorry I did that. I'm such a bad person I'm not suitable for a relationship. I'm so so sorry... I don't even know why I am like that and I'm really trying my best to change but you have to accept me like I am..."
"But you have to understand that I cannot accept my girlfriend slapping me and cutting me off of my friends."
"Chloe, I'm sorry! How often do I have to say that?!" she started crying
"I'm trying to forget ok? I'm going for a walk now,please excuse me."
"Chloe,no!!!",she grabbed my arm,"Don't run away from your problems ! We are getting this clear now! Seriously, don't blame me for everything when you're not able to solve problems!"
"Beca,let me go!"
"No,Chloe,you're talking to me now!"Beca screamed
"But what should I say? I don't know what to do!" I screamed back and tears started rolling down my cheeks
"Our relationship can't be not broken if you keep going like this!"
"Stop screaming! And don't try to tell me everything is my fault!"
"You're screaming too! Why can't we just be a normal couple? You know what? I'm breaking up with you! It's over! I don't care if you have to live on the street now,just fuck off! I don't want to see you anymore. You can go to your best friend Jennifer! Goodbye!" she angrily went upstairs and took all my things and threw them downstairs
"Pack your things and leave!" she screamed
I started crying my eyes out , why'd everything went in the wrong direction....
Because I had no other choice I packed my things and called Jenn...
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(Beca's POV)
It's done. I broke up with Chloe. I'm so mad at her for always blaming me and running away when she notices that it's also her fault.Except we were always arguing cause of me and my stupid jealousy,I guess we just don't really match...
I surely haven't imagined our relationship to end like this and also not even that it ends but was to break up with her really the right decision...
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Fanfictionafter Pitch Perfect 3 Perfect Life??? Perfect was yesterday! To Beca everything seemed perfect because she thought Chloe was happy and that's the only thing which is important for her because she freaking LOVES Chloe but is really everything how...
