How I've been feeling recently

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Right now it's November 24th and its 3 mins to 3 am. I can't sleep at all I've been trying to sleep for the past 2 hours and nothing. Now im just listening to music feeling all numb inside. Lately family has been really shit, family is usually shit but recently it's been really fucking bad. I just dont know what to do with my life anymore,  honestly i been thinking about dying how would i feel in the moment. I know i would feel a little scared but would i feel relieved in the last few moments of it?

I'm just tired of feeling so fucking lost, I've been dead for a year now and i just don't know what do.

I just want to be dead.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 24, 2018 ⏰

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