Lookism Oneshots

Wondering (Ji Ho/ OC)

A/N: I used to like the dude, he's that weirdo who tried to be cool. And I wanted an adorable girl for him from the beginning, but he was a fucking idiot and pushed Hyung Suk out of a window! Now my OC for him is lost and confused. (Don't own the photo.) I also use baby naming websites.

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Hyo Sonn stared at the city line through the gate. Her head gently rested against the cold metal bars. She rubbed her eyes as she sniffed. How-how could he do that to Hyung Suk? What was going on with him? She thought everything was fine. She sat down, still looking at the city that continued on.

She wished she could do that too, pretend everything was back to normal. That tomorrow she would walk to school with him besides her, talking about the new shoes or shirt he was looking for. They would walk into their classroom and be greeted by their new group of friends. Eat lunch, hang out after school and maybe share an odd, weird moment with Ji Ho that was okay.

But that wouldn't happen. Never again, not after what that stupid idiot did to the guy who saved him. The guy who allowed them to be friends openly again after so many years of meeting in secret. She sobbed as she held her knees tighter to her chest as if they would block any more pain from attacking her fragile heart. Her crying was ugly, messy and heartbreaking.

-x-

Hyo Sonn walked down the stairs as she hummed along with the music that was coming through her headphones. She paused in the doorway as her parents were sitting down at the table. Jiho's parents were looking down in shame before their heads snapped up at her. She looked at them worriedly. "M-Mom? Dad? Did something happen?"

Her mom got up with a sad smile. "I think it's better if you sat down. It's about a couple of your friends. Something had happened last night."

-x-

Hyo Sonn covered her ears as she stared at the city that was getting lightened up by the city lights. "What were you thinking? Because of you-god!" She yelled frustrated. She shivered as the wind blew harshly, "because of you, Hyung Suk is in a coma. You are an idiot!"

Some part of her hoped he could hear her, others she wished she never yelled.

-x-

"Can you believe it? After all, he did for him and-" the girl was shushed by her friend as they walked passed them.

Hyo Sonn ignored them and everyone else who was whispering softly. Jin Sung glared at them as Mi Jin held onto his arm, on his other Yui was holding onto him too. But he ignored it, because her eyes made it obvious what she was doing all night. Admittedly, all of their group had red eyes. But no one was stupid enough to point it out.

Hyo Sonn hung onto Ha Neul when she started to sniffle again. The taller girl had taken the news badly, especially when the doctors said he was touch and go for a while. And they had no clue if he would wake up. "Jae Yeol didn't come today or yesterday, how long do you think he will stay by his side?"

Jin Sung scoffed, "probably until he wakes up." Everyone ignored the way he clenched his jaw. Knowing he was probably thinking about the possibility of Jae Yeol still there for years to come if he doesn't wake up soon. "I still can't believe that little bastard did that- Mi Jin!" She glared at him after she hit him.

But Hyo Sonn had let go of Ha Neul and ran off. Jin Sung looked away from the way she ran off. Hyo Sonn and Jin Sung's somewhat friendship had taken a hit after the accident. Especially since Hyo Sonn was denying it the whole day after it. It pissed off Jin Sung.

"Hyo!"

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Little Hyo stared at the weirdo kid who was playing by himself. He was so odd, she tilted her head. "Pew! Pew! Aaahhhhhh! I am hit, I am hit!" He flopped down, gripping his stomach. "Leave, I got you!"

She looked around, it was only him and her in this small park. Who was he talking to? Her? She blinked, then shrugged. She quickly ran towards him, grabbing his arm. "No! I won't leave you without you!"

He looked startled before he just went with it. Soon the small park was filled with the sound of two dramatic kids.

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They were ten when the bullying started. Both of them confused, why are they being mean to him? Their odd way of playing was seen as childish and stupid. Yet no one was bullying her. No, they were trying to pull her away from him, saying he's no good.

She kept staying with him. Until she started to get bullied too.

-x-

She sobbed as she put her head against the fence. When hands grabbed her, she held onto the bars with an iron grip. "Damn it, come here." Jin Sung grunted as he pulled her off the fence, immediately she held onto him.

"Jin Sung, why-why would he do that? He helped us and now-" she choked. Jin Sung grimaced when she got snot on his coat. Fuck, where's Min Jin.

"No fucking clue," he muttered. His head looked back and forth trying to look for someone else. Literally anyone else will be better than him. He stayed with her, even when it started to get cold.