The girl who lived

My baby thats not mine is here

Voldermort has begun getting death eaters i thought i had more time me and everyone else besides Sevvy are here for a meeting for the order of phenix were makeing plans my sister askes to speek with me James and Serius we go into a hall and she puts a silence spell on the room "whats up Lil" she takes a deep breath and hold Jame's hand "i i im p-pregnet" she said i feel like the wind got knocked out of me harry is going to be born im going to be a aunt i hug her and takle James into a hug next "im going to be an aunt im going to have a baby lilly and james to spoil and love" lilly giggles and James speaks "Lilly and me have decided that we want you to be our childs godmother and Serius you the godfather" i jump on Serius and hug him "WE HAVE A GODCHILD BRO" he laughs and hugs back and spins me around when he puts me back down i think of Sevvy and start to jumps "i have to go guys i need to tell Sevvy" they all tense up at this and James grabs my hand i look up"whats wrong bro?" I ask with a tilt of my head he sighs and puts both hands on my sholders " Ally um Severus he he is" he stops and looks down "he's a death eater we just found out" i look up shoked no why i-i thought with me beaing here i could change things im lost in thought i dont relize im crying till james wipes my face i pull away " i-i need to s-see him"they try and stop me but im already out of their i hop on my broom and fly to our house when i get their i see Sevvy he looks at me and smiles then frown when he looks at my eyes i walk up to him " they told me your a death eater but thats not right right Severus" he knows it's serious when i use his real name his eyes widen " i Ally i-its just" my eyes start to water "i-im sorry Ally please dont hate me i love you i do but i" the rest is blurry i feel the tears come down my face and i cant stop them he comes over and hesitantly wraps his arms around me i know i should push him away but i cant find the strangth to do it i just cry into his chest while he whisper sweet nothings into my ear "what does this mean Severus" i whisper into his chest he pulls back "i....don't know Ally i love you but i cant stop beaing a death eater even if i wanted to" i felt my heart sink please don't please do whatever gods their is dont let this be what i think this is my heart breaks with the next words he mutters " i dont think we should do this Ally" i look down he lied to me he said always me and him i step back we look at each other he has pain and guilt written on his face i slowly turn around "g-goodbye Severus snape" i start to walk away slowly he will come back i know he will i have seen this movie but it still hurts i get on my broom and go to where the order of phenix house is i walk in and everyone looks at me the boys run to me so does lilly he hug me and i break down crying agien "he he is a death eater an-and he broke up with me an-and he said he said" my lip is quivering and and everyone their sends off murders auras they hug me tighter dumbdumb comes in and sees "come here child" i go my lip sill quivering and he hugs me "it is okay my dear dont worry everything will be fine" he lets go and wips some tears from my face i nod and go over to the table i dont eat just sit
The night
I woke up with a nightmare and start to cry because i remember Severus hugging me when i have nightmares i go knock on Remus and Serius room door they open it no shirt on just pajama pants and messed up hair when they see me the pull me into their room they use a spell and their beds come together they get into bed and make room for me in the middle i jump in hugging Ramus while Serius hugs me i give a small smile and sleep peaceful i wake up to sounds of - wait a camera i look up to see James taking pictures he smiles and writes something on it and puts it down "how ya fealing Ally dont let Snivellus get you down" i frown.
Nights go on like that while days go on with planing for volderdick attacks and my new nephew.
9 months later
"MY BABY IS COMING TODAY GET OUT OF THE WAY MY BABY IS HERE" lilly James and the guys chukles at me "Ally you know I'm the one haveing the baby right" Lilly says i frown"awe i thought i was man" she giggls at me then starts to scream in pain it went like this "ahh" so i respond with "AHH" it went on like this for a while
"AHH"
"AHHH"
"AHHHH"
"AHHHHHH"
"Okay enough Ally" james says smileing i cross my arms with a 'hmph' he rolls his eyes when the baby comes i squealed "my baby is here guys" I'm jumping up and down squealing Lilly holds her son then James and me and Serius look at each other and nod we are like both holding him then i take him and sit down "hello baby harry its me your great beautiful amazing cool aunt that will love spoil and protect you till i die and even after i will kill anyone that even glairs at you from beyond the grave i will decapitate him or drown him or cut him up and pour lemon juice into the cuts that way they will burn BURN I SAY " i start to laugh like an evil witch from the wizard of oz "ahahaha ohohoh hehehe hehe-hey why did you take baby harry from me" i frown as Serius takes baby harry from me "dont listen to that lady over their shes crazy" he says i giggle