Death is a natural thing is it not?
Then why does it hurt to see those you love dead?
Even when you know they were to die at any point.
'Who is next?' Might be your first question.
Although for me, it wasn't.
For my first thing was, 'I want to be next.'
But even my family and myself know, that will not happen.
I have to see her dead corpse today, I personally don't think I will take it that well.
Nobody does really when seeing a dead body.
Then tomorrow is the funeral.
It's funny how I was the last to know and I'm best composed.
It's all because I keep it inside.
Nobody ever knows how I feel.
It feels like I wear a mask all the time.
It's just easier this way. :)
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My venting book
Non-FictionI need something to vent in. At least while I'm working on some other content to start. So for now you can read about what the shit I'm going through. Personally I only expect three or four people yo read this. But if you even read this... Thank You.