The Way We Fall Appart

& when he leaves

today started just like yesterday, everyone doing what they typically did. until Jeff stopped by...

now I wouldn't say Jeff is my boyfriend. were more... like exes that can't stay apart. or together.

anyways I came down to the living room on this quiet peaceful Saturday afternoon. in my sweatpants & tee shirt. & then I saw him.

he stood up. "oh... hey Danah"

"hi. may I ask what you're doing IN my house??"

he grabbed me by the hips & whispers some thing I can't make out. then kisses me very passionately. turning me so my back is to the couch. he pushes me over onto it, still kissing me.

in that very moment I loved it.

still kissing me he slips his cold hand into my pants, & starts to rub me as if to turn me on.

still. I loved it.

he opens his mouth to say "baby show me you love me"

I knew I had to do something. but I couldn't bring myself to give him a hand job. it just wasn't like me. it was so out of my character.

but as soon as his lips parted from mine I knew, it was over he ways already out the door without saying a word. but as he walked away he yelled "don't fucking bother me again"