[hi bitch, single again..fuck I hate myself...okay anyways I'm back!]
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"We're over. Don't ever talk to me again" your ex boyfriend James yelled before storming off leaving you crying, you were in a park, you're favourite park actually, the park you and James used to go to whenever you were sad, well, who the fuck knew it would also be the place you'd break up.
Anyways you were on your own balling your eyes out for a couple minutes, looking around you sighed before getting up and takin a walk, you plugged your earphones in and listened to sad music as you walked by places you and James loved to go to, such as the pond, where James caught his first fish or where you learnt to swim, or the woods where you and James had a picnic and shared your first kiss
Fuck, you felt horrible...
"Oh I'm so sorry, are you okay?" You'd accidentally walked into someone
"Its, fine." You say though it was your fault, you circle around him and walk past but he runs after you
"Are you okay? Can I help in any way" he says
"You can help by fucking off" you say pushing him out of the way, he stops running after you before walking away. You shrug sadly before continuing on your journey
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After moping around for a couple minutes you sit down on a nearby bench, you closed your eyes and rested your back against the bench and peacefully listened to your music
You hear someone sit next to you, you open your eyes and turn to them. Great. It's that guy again
"This should be called as harassment at this point" you say taking your headphones out
"Technically you walked into me." He said
"Well I said sorry" you said
"No you didn't"
"Whatever."
"Okay, I see how it is, by the way are you okay?" You look to him, he was actually really cute, smiley and funny, in a way..you sigh
"No, my boyfriend just broke up with me" you say
"He's such a loser, he lost the prettiest girl in the world" you blush smiling
"I'm really not, but thanks?" You say, he smiles
"I'm Noah, by the way" he says, you debate wether you leave this at that or you tell him your name and open the door for a further relationship
"I'm y/n" you say awkwardly, he stares at you for a while before turning away, i guess not, there's a very awkward silence
"Let's go to McDonald's I'm feeling me some chicken nuggets of some shit" he says laughing, he takes your hand and you both run to the nearby McDonald's
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"Okay, well don't start with that shit you bitch" you yell throwing the coke cup at him, it's late night, Noah shakes his head before getting up and walking out
" i never wanna see you again" he walks out, immediately after it starts raining, you'd normally have James' car but..oh yeah your not together anymore or you d be in Noah's car but..oh yeah you managed to screw that up too
"We're shutting down now so could you please leave?" The McDonald's worker says, you nod before walking out into the pouring freezing rain
You stand there for many minutes trying to text your friends and family but no replies and most didn't even send, just face it y/n you're nothing without James
Out of nowhere you feel a warm coat on your body
"Hey" it's Noah..you tune to him and kiss him
"Thank you, thank you, thank you" he laughs before opening the car door for you
"Listen, I'm sorry for being a bitch" you say to him, he laughs
"You were a bitch" you laugh
"Can we just get to know each other, because honestly I've never felt the way I feel around you the way I feel around anybody else" you say, he blushes awkwardly
"Sure, So where do you wanna start?"Noah says
"Maybe on whether your single or not?" You both laugh before driving off into the not sundown but pouring rain..ah love.
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Hi Guys, I feel better after writing that, comment something sweet pls, I just feel so lazy and it makes me miserably sad because I don't want to do anything apart from stay in bed..I'm such a fucking failure..
