You stood in the cold and very silent church as you waited for the bells to ring, you were feeling very anxious and scared but Noah was there and you could do anything with him with you, he intertwined his fingers with yours making you smile, then you heard it. The priest slowly walked down the aisle with your mothers body beside him, your heart sunk to the bottom of your body and tear had formed in your eyes
You still couldn't believe she was gone, Noah turned to you "Are you okay y/n?" He asked, you took a deep breath as you wiped your eyes and nodded, he squeezed your hand before turning back to your aunt who was reading out her words for your late mother.
You were next, you felt like you was going to be sick as the speech had finished "And now some words, from y/m/n daughter. y/n." He priest said gesturing him over to you, Noah turned to you
"You don't have to do this." You shook your head before kissing him, as you stood you felt everything around you spin, you felt as though you could fall at any moment, after what had felt so long but so short of walking you'd arrived at the altar, you gulped once more as you looked at all your family members, you couldn't do it. And you never would be able to.
"Um- my mother, um- she, she um-" you stuttered, You ran down the aisle in tears and Noah ran after you, you ran into the gardens and sat on the bench as you dried your tears
"Y/N?" You heard from behind you, you turned and saw Noah "Noah..I'm so sorry" you said running into his arms as you cried into his chest "My moms probably so disappointed in me" you cried, Noah whooshed you as you whimpered
You tried to talk to him but you just couldn't, the tears kept coming and you kept choking on your tears.
"Listen. Babe. Focus on me. Only me. I love you, I love you so so much, more than I've been loved anybody else. I know you can do it, you can go in there and do your speech, the love I have for you and only you is strong enough to help you though it, I love you either way, and so does your mother." He said as he held you in his arms
You looked up to him before kissing him passionately "I love you too Noah" you took his hand before walking back in slowly, all eyes turned on you and you went up to your moms coffin before kissing it, you took a deep breath and cleared your throat before loudly and confidently telling the whole church how amazing your mother was and is.
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When the service has finished you went over to your moms coffin again and touched it, you shut your eyes as you smiled. Noah fans over to you as he wrapped his arms around your waist
"I'm so proud of you." He said, you laughed before pulling his face close to yours and pecking his lips "I'm proud of me too." You agree.
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