all yours | antoine griezmann

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All Yours
20 | Forget it

I found myself knocking on Beatriz' and Koke's door waiting for them to open it, soon enough Beatriz came to the door slightly confused as to why I was standing there. Nonetheless, she opened the door wide enough and let me taking me from the once cold environment to a much warmer one.

"What happened? It's almost six the evening, are you okay? Is it the baby?" She bombarded me with questions, I chuckled slightly.

"It's not the baby, and I'm okay it's just, Antoine." I said, she raised an eyebrow at me as though she was waiting to hear what I had to say.

"We got into an argument and it wasn't one of those we'll make up arguments, it was serious." I signed, I proceeded to explain the whole story to Beatriz hoping I didn't miss anything out.

"Why would he lie? I just don't get it."

"I don't know and I frankly don't care at this point, I'll have and raise this child by myself if I have to." Beatriz was quick to raise her eyebrows at me, "I don't think so Amelia, you're saying that now but you need him."

"I don't need him, I'm not dependent on him, I have my own damn company for god's sake." I started getting frustrated at the whole subject itself, it wasn't on anything Beatriz was saying it was that she was telling the truth I however didn't want to admit it yet.

"Then what are you going to do now?"

"I have my house in the city center, I'll stay there until—" I paused, until everything is sorted out is what I wanted to say. God, the urge to say it was so strong it was practically on the tip of my tongue but I resisted the urge to say it.

"Until?" Beatriz asked, I turned my head slightly looking at her.

"Until I decide how to move on from this." I smiled a half smile forcing it on my lips, she returned the smile back to me taking me in her arms.

"I love you Amelia, regardless of whatever goes on with you I love you." She said tightly hugging me in her arms, "I love you too Bea."

We sat there for a few minutes enjoying each other's company, I finally felt safe here with her. She was the only one who truly understood what was going on with me, she could see everything from my point of view. She was the only person I needed in my life right now, no one else, especially not Antoine.

"Um Amelia?" I heard Koke say as he walked into the living room, I turned my head around seeing him slightly flustered.

"Yeah what's up?"

"Antoine's here." My eyes widened slightly having not expected this to happen at all, I looked at Beatriz who merely shook her head having no sort of reaction.

"Do you want me to send him home? I can always say you're sleeping." Koko offered, I shook up my head standing up walking towards him.

"It's okay, I'll talk to him." I walked off towards the foyer where I saw Antoine standing frazzled.

"Amelia." He simply said, I walked past him opening the front door making my way towards the front porch swing. I could hear his footsteps behind me getting closer and closer.

"Are you okay?" He asked me sitting down beside me maintaining a small distance, I didn't say anything. I simply sat there gazing into the open space.

"Do I look okay to you?" I replied a few minutes later, he seemed taken aback by my response.

"Amelia I'm sorry—" I didn't let him finish, "Save it Antoine, just save it. I don't care if you're sorry because deep down I know your not."

"Don't say that, have you any idea what's running through my mind right now?"

"Look at us! it's unhealthy, we keep going at each other like this." I could sense how agitated he was growing sitting beside me, I was frustrated with everything and anyone at this point.

"One fight and what? You're ready to call it quits?" I suddenly stopped gazing into the space and turned to face him having realised what he'd truly said.

"One fight? it's been more than one, and frankly I'm sick of it."

"You don't get to call it quits because you're afraid to work through our problems."

"Afraid is the last thing I am, I'm sick of your lies Antoine."

He moved closer towards me on the swing sighing as he moved, "I don't understand what lies? I'm not the only one." I furrowed my eyebrows, I could sense what he was on about.

"So it all leads back to Fernando doesn't it?"

"You know damn well it does." He remarked, I scoffed at his sudden change in tone.

"I don't understand why you're so insecure about him."

"Don't get me started." He muttered, I looked at him shrugging my shoulders.

"I don't understand, I truly don't understand why you think he's a threat."

"He's madly in love with you and you waltz around being his friend." I could tell how angry he was starting to get.

"I don't love him you know that."

"Do I really know that?"

I was slightly taken aback by his response, "Of course you know that, If I loved him I would be with him right now not you." He scoffed, seething at my reply.

"Why aren't you with him then? He's constantly around our house, for god's sake his jacket was stored in your closet."

"Because Antoine!" I stood up angrily, "I can trust him, I can trust him with anything it doesn't matter how he feels, I just know no matter what I say he won't judge me or spill it."

"Why can't you trust me?!" He got up practically shouting at me, I turned my back towards him not baring to face him.

"I trust you with my life, I'm carrying your child Antoine I'm ready to start a life and family with you." I could feel him stepping towards me stopping right behind me.

"Why are we doing this to ourselves?" He asked softly, I turned around facing him once again. I looked into his eyes seeing how pained he truly was, but wasn't he noticing how hurt I was as well? Tears were welling up in his eyes, he slowly wiped them away.

"Goodnight Antoine." I whispered softly, I slowly walked away from him and back into the house where I knew I'd be staying put for the night.

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I didn't read through this sorry if there's any mistakes! I'm getting back into updating, sorry for the long wait and the crappy update!