The broken hearted girl

Chapter 4: I need him!

MY POV:
I really hope he didn't hear that cause that would've been embarrassing like I was a fucking whale or something. But as I got back to my floor I tried my best to stand up but I couldn't . I was like fuck it , so I crawled out the elevator and sat there for like 10 minutes. During that 10 minutes I was rubbing my leg. Afterwards, I could get up but I was limping. Everyone I told thought I was joking saying that sound like a fantasy story.I then went into my dorm and hopped in the shower and laid down. My leg was still sore. I got up , and asked for ice. Then went downstairs and got ice them came back upstairs to go to bed.
- THE NEXT DAY-
We had came from breakfast and was in class. We did all of our work and then it was time for a activity. Today we were going to the park to bbq. I had on a grey jacket with grey Nike joggers Armani had gave me. When we got there everyone was cool, we were having fun. We all started to play a game. Jay had dice that said "lick , grab , kiss" etc . It was my turn and I had to kiss Armani for 15 seconds. I loved it like I was ready to risk it all. BUTTTTT we were in a program, and we we couldn't go into opposite sex dorms. Plus I knew I wasn't ready yet. I was still young. When we were done I looked over and seen cierra and jayla whispering in each other ear. Like come on it was just. But after the game we had lunch. I ate two bags of Cheetos and drink a bottle of water. I don't eat hotdogs so that just what I ate. My friend was all boo'd up and I didn't wanna third wheel , so I went and sat on the swing. I love nature, I looked at the trees and everything. Lake and this one girl came to me and we got into a argument. I told them I wanted to be alone and they didn't respect it. After that, my friend Joey came to me.He told me that he liked Armani. Joey was gay , so I'm the back of my head I'm like aw shit! He told me how Armani drew a picture of two boys holding hands and gave it to him. "No way he did that"  , I thought. I knew he had to be lying or it was a mis understanding. But he kept telling me to ask him do he like boys. I mean everyone there were my friends, and if that means I had to step back then I would respect that. I went to Armani and we had a conversation:
Me: Armani come here
Armani: hey mehgan
Me: hey I gotta ask you something
Armani: ok what is it , well hold on let me go to the bathroom.
- I waited-
Armani sat down at a picnic table, it was just the both of us talking.
Me: So I'm gonna tell you this , I wouldn't like to you, so could you not tell them I told you?
Armani: yeah what happened?
I told him what Joey had told me about the picture
Armani: it was a girl, I hope that nigga don't think I like niggas
Me: well he thinks you're bisexual. I know you aren't.
Armani: hell no
Then everyone came and sat with us ( this is where things got annoying)
My room mate Dana said: what y'all doing
Me: we was just talking
Everyone laughs
I was annoyed everyone was being petty asf so I got up and left
They then called me back to the table to talk
Tara: you like Armani ?
Me: yes
Joey: who doesn't
Dana: Do you like mehgan,  Armani?
-I didn't hear what Armani had said, but I knew it was negative-
Everyone was laughing and saying things
MY POV: why would he say no if he was only talking to me on some vibe shit? I'm literally ready to go home.
-I went to my friend -
Lola: girl don't give up just because your friends like him , you better go get your man
Me: - I told Lola what happened at the picnic table-
Lola: I think y'all should talk
Me: I'm shy cause he just said he don't like me
Lola: Go tell him to come here I need to talk to him:
-I went to get Armani-
( Lola was going on a walk with one of the mentors with her boo and so was my other friends which they were a couple)
-we talked and walked and I felt better-
Me: everyone is holding hands , hold mine
Armani: no hold my finger , don't try to be like everyone else
-that was weird but I went along with it-
( To be continued)