I am scared.
Really, Utterly scared.
I am scared of myself.
Of the person that I am becoming.
Of the others around me.
I don't know what to do.
I have become someone that the old me wouldn't recognise. I have become so fake.
Tangled up in lies that I can't breathe.
Lying is so easy now that it slips through my tongue like the truth.
Maybe I don't even know anymore.
About what is true and what is not.
I lie to everyone.
I forget what I really am and show them who they want to see.
I am different to everyone.
But no one knows the true me.
The scared girl.
The one whose demons don't allow her to be true.
True to herself.
