I really loved you - cared for you, too.
Why did you do it all over again?
I know I was a fool to be blinded -
By the mask which covered the beast inside.When you swore that you wouldn't
you know that you did.
How much more of this pain must I keep taking
before I find what I must gain?You say you're sorry - why should I believe?
How many lies before I should leave?
All the bruises and pain that I hid -
that was back then - I was only a kid.You've made me see you for all that you are.
I know I'm better and I can go far.
Don't bother shouting - I'm on my way and how!
You won't stop me - I'm too strong for that now.I want to be free from all my misery.
I've got to move fast, to escape from my past.
If all of you know of the life I have led
then you too can follow, and leave Him in bed.——————————————————————————————————
*He is a metaphor for anxiety/ mental health issues.
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•Collateral Beauty•
PoetryA collection of poems. A rekindling of something I used to enjoy.