Our Forbidden Love [FINISHED]

FL - It Ends Here... #12

HER POV:

Hindi ko matanggap...

Haha nakakatawa talaga ang tadhana noh?

Sa dami ng pagti-tripan... bakit ako pa? hindi ba pwedeng ulitin ang lahat?

Waaaaaaaahhh.. everything is now... complicated.

I love him so much. He's my everything.

But~ he's a son of a murderer,

A murderer who killed OUR grandpa.

He's the son of my father's sister..

He's the son of my aunt.

Worst to hear..?

He's my cousin.. T_T

Anak ng dagat naman oh!!!!

Kailangan siya talaga? Kung tutuusin wala na kong paki alam sa nakaraan nila. Pero, sobrang gulo. Why didn't we know about all these.

Mukhang worse pa to sa pag-iibigan ng vampires at tao.. or tao sa wolves eh..

Atleast, kahit papaano.. sila may chance pa..

Eh kami? Hindi na nga tanggap ng pamilya.. hindi pa tanggap ng lipunan..

I do not know what to do anymore.

Im too busy thinking about:

how would I absorb these kind of revelations... ??

I'm SURPRISED ~ ang astig.. nkakaloko!

Another thing...

Should I see him? Should I talk to him?

Yeah.. I wanted to..

but, I can't.. T_T

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Its been a week again..

simula noong inamin na saakin lahat ni Dad..

Hindi ko parin siya nakaka-usap.. absent din ako lagi sa office..

Kaya naman nag file nalang muna ako ng leave. Gusto kong mapag-isa muna. Emo noh? Pero wala pa kasi akong lakas ng loob. Hindi ko alam kung paano...

Kung paano ko siya haharapin.. ngayong malinaw na ang lahat..

Hindi ko narin sinasagot ang mga tawag at text niya.. pati si Mommy nag-woworry na.

I miss you Joon!!!

i missed him badly!

But no.. I want some space.

To let me know how..

How would I do such things..

that even my own heart doesn't want me to do so.

we love each other... but there's nothing we can do about it..

It hurts.. you know~

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HIS POV

Ano na kayang nangyayari kay Bea.

She's not responding to my calls and texts anymore.

Lagi narin siyang wala sa opisina.

Hindi na ko mapalagay.. I don't know if she's fine or what..

I'm worried.

10 days na kaming walang communication.

Bea is avoiding me.. pero bakit naman?