I've Changed (Book 3 of Ssundee Battle Trilogy)

Chapter 15 - Deadlox

"Are you okay?"

"Ugh"

I open my eyes to find Squeaker there, her blue eyes full of concern and worry.

"What happened? I came back and you had passed out on the chair, there were dried tears on your face."

I looked down as I remembered the events that happened earlier today. How am I going to explain it to her?

"Well, The leaders, Mitch and Jerome visited, even though they're dead, and I saw what I did to them."

I sighed, and Squeaker hugged me.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

I nodded, I want to get it off my chest, considering Mitch and Jerome aren't here anymore, I can't explain it to them.

"I killed them, both of them. I looked Jerome as he was paralysed with fear, and Mitch gave himself up to me, to save his friend."

Squeaker looked down at the floor, hiding her emotions from me. She looked back up and pulled me into a hug.

"It must be so hard for you, spawning and having to find out what your past self did, which people still think you are."

I nodded, I've only for a couple of people, and I'm already giving up. Then I remembered what Mitch and Jerome said.

"They forgave me though. If I tell people I'm sorry, I think they will forgive me and realise that I'm not who I was before."

Squeaker nodded and took my hand in hers.

"Let's go for a walk, see if we can meet any of the leaders. Let's get this over and fine with as quickly as possible."

I smiled and walked out of the door with her, hand in hand. We walked through the village.

I waved to Seto, as he sat in front of his house, soaking up the sunlight while reading a book.

He looked up and smiled, waving back.

"No! Don't do dis!" I heard from a distance.

I looked over to find SkyDoesMinecraft and Deadlox. Sky was laughing his head off as a spider chased an unarmed Deadlox around the clearing.

I started to walk over to them, Sky spotted me and started to move away slightly, but I noticed.

"Okay Okay, I know what you are thinking at the moment, but i respawned and don't remember anything, if I touch you anywhere. (Not in that way) I have a flashback of what my past self did to you, then I can say sorry."

Deadlox looked at Sky, and stepped forward towards me, he held out his arm and I gently touched it.

I lifted my hand up to my head, feeling the dizziness start to occur, and I blacked out.

~**Flashback**~

It was the same situation as Mitch's, but a little bit before.

I emerged from Ssundee's still body, and eyed the people staring at me, knives in their hands.

"Again, you're doing this AGAIN!?" I shouted, realising what they were trying to do.

I held out my hand and let my power push them back, excluding one, who I would use as bait.

He looked back at his friends as they flew to the back of the room, then he looked back at me.

His slightly red eyes shouted fear, and that made me smile. Oh, poor poor Deadlox.

I grabbed him and pulled him into the spot he was in before, taking the knife from his hands, pressing it against his neck.

~**Flashback End**~

I opened my eyes, I was still standing, but Deadlox had walked off to Sky. It was so short, it's probably because the next part was in my flashback with Mitch and I already knew what happened.

Deadlox came up to me, finally realising that I was awake.

I stopped myself from crying this time, I needed to be stronger with my emotions.

I stepped forward and hugged him.

"I'm sorry. For everything." I whispered.

We pulled away and he smiled at me.

"I forgive you."

A/N - Omg, last night I was watching Approaching Nirvana stream, and because I had recently accidentally got my mum into liking them, I mentioned it in the chat.

They looked at the chat and Sam (One of the members) read my message to Andrew (The other member) THEY SAID MY NAME! I started crying I was so happy!

And thanks guys for over 300 reads, that's awesome, you're awesome. Go to your nearest mirror, and tell yourself that you're awesome.

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