Spideychelle/ Petermj: MY JOURNAL

3- Awkward stares...

14th October 2016

Hey!
Ok, so I'm back with my love issues...
I think Peter hates me. Well, maybe hate is too exagerated, but it seems that he doesn't like me.
Every time I walk past him, he tries to hide, or he stares at the floor. And I just don't understand him!
When we're chatting everything seems normal: he doesn't stutter, he laughs, and doesn't look down.
But then, he suddenly changes. As soon as we stop talking he starts staring at me awkwardly, as if I was an alien or something from another dimension.
The point is that all those gazes bother me and make want to know what is he thinking.
I already tried to ask him about it, but he blushes, laughs and changes subject.

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STORY TIME!
Some days ago, I was in the cafeteria, having lunch while reading a book, and I feel someone staring at me. It's like my 6th sense: if I feel someone looking at me, someone's looking at me.
When I look up, I find myself face to face with a freezed Peter Parker, his eyes locked into mine.
I stared at him for a few seconds, waiting for him to look away. But it didn't work, so I tried to "wake him up".

"PARKER!" I shout at him and snap my fingers in front of his face.

"Um, sorry, what?" 

"Why do you keep staring at me like that?"

"Oh...uhm..." his face turns red and tries to avoid my look. I could hear he was laughing, but when his eyes looked up to me, he started talking about something else, "Have you finished your science project?"
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I mean, it ends up being annoying! He looks at me as if I had something in my face that called his attention, but in a strange way. Idk, maybe I have something in my teeth or in my hair and when I catch him staring he starts laughing because of that. I don't understand boys, but Peter Parker is definitely the most strange dude I've ever met.

I have some hypothesis about this:
   -He doesn't like me.
Maybe he stares at me thinking: "Wtf this girl, she's weird af".
   -I always have something in my face that calls his attention.
Ok, this one might not be true. Even tho I never wear make up, I try to look as clean as I can. And  I don't really think that this is the reason, but, Hey, everything's possible!
   -He likes me.
This is, hands down, the most unrealistic one. I mean, he obviously isn't into me. Who would?
I only put this one in here because MAYBE... HA, nah, I'm joking, there's NO WAY he likes me.
I only wrote this because... everyone can dream, right?

Ok, I think that's all for now...
I really want to know why he keeps staring at me like that... I may ask him tomorrow...
Bye!
~MJ

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