I wish
Oh I wish
That I had treated every moment
Like itwas worth something.
I did, but I was scared.
Scared that this could be the last one.
Scared that you were as fragile
As you were in my nightmares.
Maybe I Should have done it different to you.
Because only when you were gone,
I realised.
Just how much I wanted.
Just how much I wasted.
Just how much
You meant to me.
And I Should have enjoyed that moment, right then and there.
But I didn't.
Too wrapped up in making you happy.
Because who knows?
It might just be
Your last moment.
