Beyond the stars (jikook)

Heartbreak...

Jimin's POV
As soon as I opened the door to step inside my house, my heart broke at the sight of my best friend, and the love of my life, sleeping in the couch, together

Jungkook's arms were wrapped around Tae, while Taehyung's head was resting on jungkook's chest

They looked so peaceful, as if there wasn't a care in the world for them at the moment, I couldn't help but imagine it being me in his arms, instead of Tae

I let a tear drop down my cheek, and then another one, and another... "this pain will be over soon" I quietly whisper to myself, before walking upstairs to my room and letting myself sink into the warmness of my bed
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Author's POV
The next morning all the members woke up early since it was in fact the day that we will be leaving for our trip

"Ah, jungkook-ah stop screaming" Hoseok said, while holding his head in his hand, he was currently watching tv in the couch, while jungkook was sitting next to him, playing a game on him phone

"Sorry hyung, but I just keep losing on this level" jungkook responded, pouting while looking at his phone

"You guys better be ready, because we will be leaving in a little" all of a sudden Namjoon comes, raising down the stairs, searching for something, not realizing that he is the only one that isn't yet ready
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Jimin's POV
As soon as we pulled up to the hotel we will be staying in, all of us raced out of the car and into the hotel to get the keys of our rooms

We will have to share rooms, as usual. Its actually a good thing because I will be leaving this trip early, my room won't go to waste

We had already chosen rooms earlier, by the usual papers in a bowl

I got Jungkook, which never really happens, he always seems to get his own room or if not, he always gets Taehyung

When he found out that I was gonna be his roommate, he um ... well let's just say that he wasn't very excited about it, it broke my heart to see him act that way, but it will all work out for him as soon as I leave

I make my way to my room as soon as I get the key, I open the door to find a really open room, there was 2 beds, 1 was next to the huge window, and the other one was at the opposite side, next to the wall

As soon as I heard someone opening the door I ran to the bed that was right next to the window, throwing my stuff along with myself

"Hyung, I saw that" there, stood kookie, with his arms crossed over his chest, pouting with a grouchy face

Damn, he looked so cute right now, I just want to hug him and pinch his cheek "sorry kookie but I got here before you, so ...that means I get the better bed" I say to him while smirking

"Whatever, but only because you're my hyung" he playfully rolls his eyes and puts his stuff on the other bed

I soon get a call from jin hyung telling us to head downstairs so we could go out to eat, since we didn't really eat breakfast

When we join the other members Jungkook automatically makes his way next to Taehyung, which results in Tae looking at me, I guess he was searching for any sign of jealousy, which I let him see

I wasn't just jealous over Jungkook, but I was jealous over both of them, Taehyung is my best friend, but it just seems like these days he spends most of his time with Jungkook

It sucks because most people have their best friend's shoulder to cry on when their crush doesn't like them back, well not me, because my crush and my best friend like each other
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*Later that night*

Jimin's POV
I'm in my room right now, sitting on my bed, looking up at all the stars that shine above me

Tears were falling down my eyes, onto my cheeks, and down my lips

I just found out earlier, when we were having breakfast, that Jungkook will ask Taehyung out tomorrow

I thought I was gonna have at least a week to prepare myself for this

I overheard Jungkook telling jin hyung about it, I didn't know that jin hyung knew about this, he knew how much i was hurting because of this, but I guess he didn't really care

My tears start to fall faster as soon as the rain starts to drop, well look at that, the clouds are crying along with me

Jungkook's POV
I make my way to my room with a huge smile on my face, I'm finally gonna ask Taehyungie out tomorrow

I was just with him, we were watching a movie, cuddling, it's my favorite thing to do in the whole entire world

Nothing could be better than having him in my arms

I finally get to my room, I see jiminie hyung looking up at the sky

It's not until he looks at me that I realize that he's been crying

It's the most heartbreaking scene that I've ever seen, it's like watching an angel cry

"Hyung? What's wrong?" I make my way to him, sitting next to him, bringing him into a hug

"N-nothing kookie, I'm fine, I've just had a lot on my mind "he says to me while wiping his tears away

"Oh, like what?"I ask him, he stays still for a second, just looking at me

I see tears starting to form in his eyes again, then I watch them fall down his cheeks

My heart aches at the scene of tears leaving his eyes, I cup his face with both my hands, wiping away his tears with my thumbs

I know that this is my fault now, I'm behind those tears

An angel is crying because of me, but it's for his own good

I can't be with Jimin because I don't love him, if I were to go out with him, I would only be hurting both of us