missing him| ethma

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emma pov

6:03am
my phone is blowing up with text messages, from hannah and ellie begging me to go to the party tonight

i haven't really gone out since tanner dumped me after he graduated, but i guess that's what i get for being a junior who dates a senior

but this year i'm the senior and it fucking sucks, even though the school year started less than a month ago

it's been shitty as hell

i finally groan and roll over to unplug my phone and respond

"fine but if you leave me by myself to go flirt with some guy, i will leave"-em
"i promise that won't happen"-h
"yeah emma please just have some fun for one night"-el
"okay i'm going but don't break your promises girdies!!🤠"-em
"text me when you pull up to school"-h
"okie"-em

today i decide to dress shitty with my hoodie and sweatpants ready to get this day over with

i pull in the my parking spot and text the group chat like hannah said

"i'm here, where are you guys?"-em
"we are in the entrance"-h
"okay coming"-em

i walking in feeling even more shitty about myself when i see them both dressed up in cute outfits

ellie gives me a weird look
"hey are you feeling okay today em?"
"yep i'm fine"
"just making sure"

-fast forward to lunch
"okay so i was thinking we meet up at emma's to get ready together and then go to the party in an uber"-h
"why my house"-em
"so we can help you pick out your outfit silly"-el
"okay what time are you guys gonna come over then"-em
"well the party starts at 7:00 so i was thinking 5, if that works"-h
"okay perfect"-em
the bell soon ring and we all go our separate ways to next period
5:00
i wake up from a loud ass bang on my front door, i run to get it and i see my besties and greet them with a warm smile
they walk in
"okay girl let's get your outfit together!!"-el

after almost thirty minutes of arguing we finally agree on an outfit

(a/n i couldn't get the picture to load but she is wearing the yellow plaid skirt with the black cropped long sleeve, it's on her insta)

then we decided to eat and take a couple shots to get hype, then we call the uber

tbh we don't even know the girl who was hosting the party we just know she goes to our rival school

we finally get there and as soon as we walk/ stumble through the door we grab drinks and start dancing not giving two fucks about anything going on around us

i realize my friends did what they told me they wouldn't do but i didn't really care at this point i was having too much fun dancing with this guy who had bomb ass makeup

"h-hey um haha what's your name?"
"oh my names james, what's yours?"
"emma, we should hangout more"

i practically throw my phone at him but he's way more sober than me so he manages to catch it and put his contact in

about an hour passes and now me and james are both equally drunk as shiiiitttt

all of a sudden i feel hands grab my waist, james giggles and gives we a thumbs up while going to get another drink

i turn around and see a blurry outline of a face

we continue to dance but in my mind it's almost like we are dancing in slo motion

i turn around and my lips meet his, our lips move in sync and it feels like no one else is in the room

we eventually make it to the hallway searching for and empty room

we find one at the end of the hall
he locks the door behind him and slides me in the bed planting kisses down my neck, a small moan escapes my lips as i tug on his shirt

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a/n
heyyy bitchesss