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Emma's pov
it has been almost a month and my period is almost a week late, i decide to call james so he can take me to the doctor

-1 hour later

"Ms. Chamberlain you are in-fact pregnant would you like time to tell the father?"
"uh sure"
as soon as she left the room i turned to james and broke down

"what am i going to do?"
"don't worry emma i will always be here for you, everything's gonna be okay"
"no it's not"
"why?"
"cause i don't even know who the fucking father is"
"what?!?"
"i just remember walking up naked after the party a while ago"

flashback
my head is pounding as i open my eyes, i am in an unfamiliar room and naked i look to my right and see my phone on the night stand, it's 10:37
underneath my phone is a piece of paper folded neatly
as i try to grab it i accidentally knock over a glass of water that was near it drenching half of the page
it reads
"i'm sorry this happened, to be honest i don't remember any of it, i hope you are okay. maybe we can talk sometime"
-e
the rest is blurred from the water i'm guessing it was a phone number
end of flashback

james awkwardly starts
"well at least you know what letter his name starts with"
i laugh even though the situation is terrible

the doctor comes back in to schedule the first ultra sound

-the next day at school
i was walking in the hallway with james, i haven't told hannah or ellie yet
i'm not ready

"james do you think everyone can tell"
"no sister i can barely tell don't worry your fine"
"okay i just feel like every one is looking at me"
"cause your hot duh"
"stop"

-later that day
i just can't help but wonder who wrote the note
if only i hadn't spilled that fucking glass of water
i need to calm down
i go on instagram and type in the letter e
obviously only people i follow are showing up
so that didn't really help
i go on the girl who hosted the party's account and go to her followers and check all the accounts that have names that start with e but none of them look familiar, or give me the feeling that i felt with him that night

that's the only thing i remember

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