Stories/Poems

A Little Too Late 🥀⚠️

Warning!

CW: suicide, abuse, bullying, alcohol, and self-harm

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Hello

My name is not important

Yours is

You're important

I'm not

If you've found this note

And found me,

I'm sorry for affecting your day

I'm done with the pain

Done with the people

Done with myself

After he was gone you had nothing left

After the wreck

We had no money

No love anymore

You blamed me

Everything changed

It started at one,

Then Two

Then five

Then more

Each drop

Each bottle Increased

Then one day

When the fighting started

It started by just words

Words that cut my skin

Back then, only I made myself bleed

Then the bruises started

Neglect

Abuse

I acted different

Became an outcast

People caught on to my weakness

Even ones I'd never hurt

I'd gotten nicknames

Abused

Ugly

Stupid

Retarded

Dumb

And others

I've been called 'it'

No one knew my name

No one cared

Not even I knew my name

Not anymore

I don't think I have one

I'd doesn't matter anyway

Just my story

I was called names

I'd lost hope that it would end

I didn't know that I had a choice

But I do know

Then in the forest

I found a rope

I had an idea

I wanted to discard it over and over

But then the thought crept into my mind

But I wanted to be strong

This was weak