𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 | 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐦¹

46 | my day

it was good and bad.

good things!
i got to watch bohemian rhapsody and it was so good! roger taylor is my new favourite queen member

now i want to start a band, anyone want to join? i'm playing drums btw

bad things
i went to the doctor to talk about my irregular periods and now i'm having a blood test! on the 22nd of january! i can't fucking wait! on the plus side, at least i now know the date of my death

seriously,, i hate needles so much and even just thinking that i'll have a blood test in two weeks made me so stressed & anxious i was shaking and felt physically sick. i literally wanted to throw up. i have a full on phobia of needles so whenever i have to have an injection i always get a panic attack. it fucking sucks.

also, the day before i have a geography field trip, and that's not a good thing. my school's field trips are pretty much always shit. we have to have a school made packed lunch, we can't bring our own food, and the school packed lunch is gross. plus, we have to do first three periods - which for my class are music, spanish & physics, three pretty shit lessons. so it's not even like we're missing the worst lessons (but all lessons we have on mondays are shit so it's still okay)

and i have to go back to school tomorrow. today kinda sucked.