Dear Diary Avi Kaplan x reader

Chapter one

A/n so here we are my first real chapter yay I hope you enjoy this.

           "Dear Diary, 

                       I really miss Avi, after he left I cried a lot my best friend my crush now hes probably gonna forget about me. It's not fair why can't I see him. He was my everything we did everything together. Even though it's been a month I still miss him. Why did he have to win the sing off two years ago. I mean if I were him I would probably leave to but why when we were starting a different kind of relationship. I mean come on! I don't deserve him any ways. I'm just trash. I should listen to Liza he will never love me agian. But why did he do this! I hate fighting myself and holding back the tears. But it's oh so stupid he is just a boy no a man now. He probably forgot everything about me. He bearley answers my calls or texts. Maybe he is busy? I hope he hasn't been with any one. Oh gosh what if has. I'm sorry I'm freaking out. My best friend, the one person who knows all my secrets. I remember when I got my dad to build are friendship tree house and how Avi asked if we could paint a dragon on it. I just laughed at him I always said Dragons don't exist. Then he would start to cry I of course felt bad and said I didn't mean it. So we painted a dragon on it. In high school and jr. high we still went to the tree house to do homework and get away from the world. Oh and one time we had a first kiss. I was so embarrassed but he was the one to kiss first. I still laugh when Avi fell from the tree house. One time I fell and broke my arm but if it wasnt for Avi I could've broke my neck, he tried to catch me but I pushed him on the ground so just my arm broke thankfully. I wish he would answer one of my calls I don't care if he doesn't like me the way I like him but I just want to see him. I remember when he got puberty Oh my gosh it was so funny when his high voice was so low. I cried from laughter. I just wish I could his soft low voice agian. Well i am going to try to call him. 

                   -Y/n

       So I decided to add some more but not in the diary format. So here you go

             As I put my pen down I remembered when Avi kissed me it felt like heaven. Why am I thinking about five years ago I was 17 when that happened I'm 22 now. I grabbed my phone hoping maybe he would answer. I tapped the call button hearing the dial noise made me a little nervous. Finally an answer!                                          

A=Avi Y/n= you

A=Hi this is Avi how may I help you.

Y/n= Hi Avi this is Y/n you probably dont rememb-

A=Y/N OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU! HOW ARE YO-

Y/n= you don't need to yell. Anyways I just wanted to see how you are doing oh and I'm fine.

A=You sound sad what's wrong 

Y/n= I just miss the old days you know when  we would go in the clubhouse and I miss you a lot 

A=Oh me to anyways I am doing fine but I have a surprise for you

Y/n=what is it?

A=We are coming to ( insert your hometown ) for a show and we wanted to give you a free backstage pass and a ticket oh and don't worry you will be chair girl

I blushed when he said that I was going to be chair girl but I was also speechless 

A=Y/n are you there?

Y/n= OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH

A= haha I forgot how loud you were 

Y/n=Avi! When are you coming?

A=Tomorrow um sorry I have to go I uh will meet you at the tree house tomorrow Kay? Cya love ya

Y/n= bye love you to 

Ok so how did I do? I will try to update every day Word count is 703