• Joon's p.o.v•
One year already.
One year since y/n woke up.
One year since I broke down.
One year since I held her hand for the first time again.
But...also one year since she doesn't remember me.
How much longer do I have to wait?
How much longer do I have to suffocate?
How much longer do I have to out a fake smile to others?
How much longer do I have to wait for her to remember me?
How much longer till I can hold her again?
Kiss her.
Toucher her.
Anything with her again?
How much longer till I can call her mine again?
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"Namjoon?" she called
"Yes?"
"Dinner is ready"
She had recently moved in not long ago, wanting to 'try and remember me, us'
Yet despite us now living under the same roof again
Sharing the same room, bed
I can't hold her.
I can't express my love for her..
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"Namjoon?"
"Hmm" I hummed in response to
"Hows the food?"
"Delicious like always" I smiled at her and she smiled back
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"Goodnight" we had both said in union
Backs facing eachother
And silence filled the room once again..
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I had opened my eyes only to see her looking at the ceiling, year rolling down her cheek
"Y/n? Are you okay? You in plain anywhere?"
She shook her head, "...no"
" then what's wrong?.."
"Theres is feeling the I know I've felt before, a warmth"
"Oh.., is the anyway I can help?" I had asked hesitantly
She nodded her head
"Hug me. Hold me. At least till I fall asleep?"
In froze in shocked but as a natural reaction my body moved again and...
I held her..
She had held me tight back..
This I missed this..
Knowing I can hear her heartbeat, made me melt
Warm tear stained her shirt as she played with my hair and held me close
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" this was the missing warmth/feeling.."
A/n:
Hears a photos incase y'all are confused and how the fell asleep lol
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