It's 2:00am. I have to be up at 5:00am but I just can't sleep. I had one those days again. You know those days where you don't feel motivated to do anything? Yeah. That was me.
I am not perfect. I have my moments where I feel like a failure. I have my moments where I'm the happiest girl in the world.
You may ask yourself "What on earth does a 20 year old woman have to worry about?" Surprisingly, a lot.
I worry that I'm not good enough. I worry that I may never find a job that I'm good at. I worry that I will never make a true friend or love connection.
I make a lot of mistakes. Sometimes I leave the light on all night or I forget to wash my little brother's bedding. Sometimes I'm lonely and need someone to talk to.
Sometimes, life gets me where it hurts. So I take a deep breath, and move on with my life. Which is a lot easier said than done at times.
When I'm happy, sad, angry, or stressed.... I write. So here I am. Writing to you all from my bedroom in the middle of the night..... because I am not perfect (and that's okay).
