friday january 11th 1:44 am: another death
lost soul
another person has died. first it was G*** and now N***. he killed himself tonight. i don't know why. or what he was feeling. i knew him for years. he's gone. another lost soul. he bullied me in high school before i moved. but i would never even wish this on my greatest enemy. he didn't deserve to die like this. no one does. i'm so broken. i should message B. but he never talks to me. he didn't even comfort me when g*** was shot and killed. but i'm a nice person and i should. i should help him get through this. it's hard losing a friend is so sad. i'm so so sad this life is awful i hope i die so i won't feel this anymore.
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Randomthese are my entries on my mental health. i will post my breakdowns, my good days, things i've done, things i wish i could do. i'm trying to achieve happiness and i hope letting random strangers on the internet read this will help me. thank you.
