Let It Go

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Nico pov

I never heard a room of demigods get silent after saying one single little tiny word in my life

"TARTURUS!" I heard people screech I nodded Will looked more concerned about me then himself at the moment which bugged me

Percy phone rang and he looked at the caller ID "hold on guys it's my mom I'll be right back " he said and went outside

I sighed "Look I know you guys want to come bit it only said me and Will and I'm sorry but I can't change that at all " Everyone came and Gave me and Will a hug

"So what's happening is when we get on the ship to close the deaths gates from the outside you and Will are going through the inside like how Percy and I did am I correct?" Annabeth said I nodded she looked nervous I remember how tarturus was for me and Percy and Annabeth knew too it was gonna be risky

Percy came back in he looked .....angry sad desperate tears where in his eyes also everyone looked at him Annabeth and Jason walked up too him

"Perce what happened" Jason asked I walked up and looked at Percy worriedly he glanced at me I got the message

"Hey guys let me talk to him real quick" I said they nodded and walked away I look at Percy

"My Mom called she was so happy and the news she gave me would have made me happy if I wasn't going on this quest I swear the gods hate me " he said I frowned at we sat down on the couch

" What's going on with your mom?" I ask he gulped swalling back tears he took a heavy shaky breath

"My Mom kept this from me for awhile till she found out the gender" he looked at me and I caught on and smiled

"Sally pregnant? Congrats Perce your gonna be a big brother " I said he smiled a little at my excitement

"Yeah I'm having a baby sister , but Nico I won't be there for my mom to help her I'm gonna be on this quest for who knows how long " Percy said I frowned I see why he is sad then realization hit me

"Its my fault.." I whisper Percy looked confused at me for a moment tears brimmed my eyes

"Its my fault this quest is about me and if I wasn't pregnant you would be with your mom helping her Jaden wouldn't have to leave her baby at camp for its safety you guys wouldn't have to go through this all over again and Will wouldn't be in danger for going into the most dangerous places in the world it's my fault it's my fault I'm so sorry" I hugged my knees burring my head in my arms I felt Percy hug me saying it wasn't but it was I know it was it has to be

I then felt more arms around me but I didn't look up I kept crying saying it's my fault it's my fault till I fell asleep

A few hours later

I woke up its was pitch black outside I was still on the couch I had a pillow under my head and blanket over me I was in a sports bra instead of my binder Will must have changed me I silently got up and the kitchen light was on I peeked in the kitchen everyone was in there talking I listened in

"Why does he think it's his fault it isn't tho" I hear hazel say and people morning in agreement

"Its because the prophecy is about him will and the baby and sense it's about the baby life or death he feels like he is responsible for everything and the fact my mom is pregnant and I can't help her and Jaden has too leave her baby and us 7 have to go through this again he balking himself cause we can't live better lives but that's not his fault its.." Percy got silent

"Go ahead I know whose fault it is Percy I don't blame you for thinking that way also I am worried my grandchild life is at stake not to mention my son's and hopefully future son in law I don't want nothing and happening to any of you that's why I'll be on that ship and I'll be taking over Coach Hedges job on the ship" Apollo said

"Thanks Dad, but I'm worried about Nico he is always blaming himself for everything Jaden the reason I changed the subject when you told me you felt like Nico was avoiding after what happened at the lake that night " Will said shit will don't tell her

"Yeah what about it and don't worry I already told piper about it and everyone else so continue " Jaden said oh no please don't

"Your his older sister...So was Bianca and he lost her and blamed himself for her death for years ok Nico always had this thing where anyone he gets close to will die and he sorta got over it when he became friends with us and became my boyfriend but that night when he almost lost you it started coming back to haunt him now he is avoiding you hoping so he feels like protecting you " Will said I heard a few people sniffling probably crying dammit Will

"Oh" I heard a faint whisper probably Jaden dammit! I went to wall away to my room but tripped and fell lucky some one caught me I look up it was Rachel

"Dam I'm caught" I mumble i was wondering how Rachel got here in the first place and why was she still here

She puts a finger too her lips and pulls me to the other room and closed the door I look at her

"Ok so I know I can't help you convince the others that your ready for this quest but we can make you look ready I know your scared and I want you to succeed for you and the baby so I was thinking and I I'm gonna make you look ready and confident it might calm the others down not Will or Jaden or Leo they know you too well but the others might feel better " she said I smiled Rachel was really cool

"Ok let's get started " I said she smiled she brought put some clothes black skinny jeans combat boots a black shirt with a skull in the middle a black leather jacket with di Angelo on the back of it

"These are cool looking but why not my usual Jacket " I ask she looked at me and smiled lightly

"I don't want it getting ruin in tarturus since Bianca gave it too you" she whispered I smile

"Thanks Rachel " she nodded and handed me the clothes then put my binder on the top and told me to get changed I went to the bathroom and changed and came out Rachel turned around and gasped and squealed

"Omg Will is gonna flip and I'm not even finished yet "I looked confused and she made me sit in the chair she put dark eyeliner around my eyes and painted my nails black while those dried she messed with my hair cutting dead ends off finnaly she was done she told me to look in the mirror when I did I gasped

"Omg Will is gonna flip and I'm not even finished yet "I looked confused and she made me sit in the chair she put dark eyeliner around my eyes and painted my nails black while those dried she messed with my hair cutting dead ends off finnaly she w...

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Ignore the background this is the closest I can get to what Nico looks like right now I tried)

I turned around and hugged her she laughed and hugged back she handed me my sword and I strapped it on I took a deep breath and walked to the kitchen I leaned in the doorway warms crossed with a raised eyebrow watching them

"So I think when Nico is ready to go that's when we leave that might not be for awhile tho" Annabeth said I cleared my throat and they turned at when they saw me there jaws dropped and starred at me Will was blushing red I smirked

"So what are you waiting for let's go"

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I'm not doing anything today so why not write more chapters when I want sound like a good idea too me

*shadow travels to my bed to sleep now*

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