76 | hate it
I hate it how I can't
be fucking happy.
I hate how I can't
get over my damn past.
Why can't I just
forget everything
and start all
over again?
A fresh start,
nothing more,
nothing less.
I never wanted to
be this way.
I just wanted
to be happy.
Is it so much
to ask for -
to smile without
a single thought,
to live without
worry?
I hate this
feeling that
eats me alive,
that keeps me
awake at night.
Why can't I just
be normal
for once?
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❝Énouement❞ Poetry [➖️]
Poetry❝ the bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turned out, but not being able to tell your past self ❞ - a book filled with poems written by me Published: 2018 February 10 Completed: ongoing
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