(this is my first story btw!) Pic above does not belong to me
-also this is a bakudeku, boy x boy so if you don't like that you can leave 👌⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ blood, cussing, and suicidal thoughts
Midoria POV
Kacchan gave me an evil grin as he put his hand on my shoulder, as I looked over feeling a burning sensation my eyes stung, tears spilling out like a waterfall. Kacchan laughed with his two buddies, "what a crybaby" They kept repeating things like this, and I started to cry more. Not knowing that was possible. They made it hard not to cry from saying things such as, "Everybody hates you, why are you still alive?" Then kacchan grabbed my notebook out of my bag and clapped it between his hand using his quirk to burn it, and throwing the notebook out the window, as Izuku cried out running over to the window to see it had landed in the pond, fish nibbling on the book. "W-why.." Izuku murmured
Kacchan walked over to deku holding him up by his collar on the uniform. "What was that quirkless wannabe?!" Kacchan laughed dropping him and giving him a hard kick in the stomach, as he walked out with his friends but stopped at the doorway, "Maybe if your lucky you'll get a quirk in your next life, try taking a jump off the roof" He chuckled walking away, leaving Izuku shocked after that last part. Izuku knew he hated him...but not enough to say something like that. Izuku was repeating the words he said over, and over again, realizing that nobody would even miss him except for his mother... Izuku started to cough and couldn't stop. He covered his mouth with his hand and after his coughing fit was over he noticed that there was blood in his hand..and a..petal? I walked out of school ignoring it, and walked over to the the pond and reached out to his notebook grabbing it as the fish swam away from the book as Izuku took it. I went back into the classroom and grabbed a paper and pencil out of my desk. "So this is it huh..." Izuku mumbled writing his suicide note. He decided he only wanted to say goodbye to his mother and kacchan. Why was he writing it to kacchan..? Because, he likes him. Even though he makes his life miserable, he can't help but love him, hoping that he'd go back to the old friendly kacchan he used to know, but he knew that that wasn't going to happen. He finished his not and read over it.I'm really sorry I'm such
a failure. I really tried to make you happy mom... And Kacchan. I know you hate me. I'm sorry for whatever I did. Everyone hates me so what's the point if nobody, not even me, likes me. So kacchan since this is just a stupid note and you won't see me ever again, I wanted to tell you my feelings... I like you.Something interrupted my writing and I heard something down the hall. Footsteps?.. I quickly shoved the note into the desk, wiping my tears, I just now noticed that I was crying. Suddenly the door bursted open causing Izuku to jump out of his chair letting out a loud screech. "K-kacchan?!?" Izuku saw kacchan, wondering why he was back in the classroom. Then a wave of anxiety rushed over Izuku, thinking things like, "Oh good he's here to beat me up again, what if he noticed that I was crying still? He's going to make fun of me!"
Kacchan started to walk over so I quickly covered my face expecting a punch, but nothing happened.
"What the hell are you doing shitty nerd?" Kacchan yelled
"W-w-Aren't you gonna hit me?" Izuku said shaking a little.
Kacchan feeling guilty just said "I hate you shitty nerd.." Kacchan said after realizing that he felt guilt. Wait what? Why would I feel guilt?!? Kacchan thought.
Izuku wanted to cry as kacchan told him he hated him. Why do I still feel like crying? He's always told me he hates me...I was interrupted by sudden coughing again. I couldn't breathe it hurt so bad. The cough was so violent that I started crying from the sharp pain coming from my lungs and throat. It felt as if he just swallowed acid. I was coughing up blood again and there was a lot more this time. I just remembered that kacchan was there. Shit. Izuku mumbled. I looked up at kacchan who had a shocked look on his face. I trembled with fear. My hand covered, and dripping with blood that I coughed up. Kacchan just stood there. I ran into the bathroom and went to a stall and closed it. I continued coughing and throwing up blood when he saw petals in the blood he'd just puked/coughed up. It looked at if he had just threw up at least a gallon of blood. Izuku was shaky and light headed after how much blood he'd lost. Kacchan threw the door open. "Deku get out of that stall right now." Kacchan sounded kind of angry but at the same time..not?
"W-why.." Izuku said shakily
"What the hell is wrong with you..?" Kacchan had a confused tone.
"P-please go, h-hurry and get out.." Izuku said feeling the burning sensation in my throat knowing it's about to happen again.
"TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRO-" Kacchan got closer but was interrupted by the violent cough again.
"K-*cough*-acchan.. please" Izuku said so weak it was hard to hear.
Kacchan then busted the stall door open then looking frightened again as he saw the blood.
"What the hell..it's like a fucking murder scene.." Kacchan said quietly.
Izuku panicked, scared he would see the mysterious flower petals so he quickly flushed.
"Go away kacchan.." I practically whispered, but loud enough for him to hear me.
Kacchan grabbed my wrist and yelled at me.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?"
I panicked and slapped his hand away, running away from him, and out of school to his house. My mom was at work, so I just ran straight to my bedroom. I reached in my pocket, grabbing my phone out, and went online searching up "throwing up blood and flower petals" I clicked on a site and read and instantly dropped my phone shocked.
"N-no..this cant be happening! I cant let anyone know.." I said as tears started to fall
And then, I heard a knock on my door.Thanks for reading and I hope you all enjoyed and I'll write more tomorrow, also was this a good cliffhanger? Lol byeee❤️

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