I still remember when my parents told me,
The day they fell inlove and they're in glee,
But what happened to the love they have?,
It's like a bubble that suddenly pops above.
As I grow up and became a teenager,
I saw them fight like a fighter,
Throwing hurtful words on each other,
And it pierced my heart like a paper.
I know they both love someone else,
That's what their heart tells,
I can't stop them and changed their minds,
For the freedom they want to find.
Maybe it's weird to love my dog than them,
I feel like,I'm a rose with thorns in it's stem,
Not easy to touch and to pick smoothly,
You know,my love for them vanished suddenly.
As the days of my life that passes by,
I'm not hoping to have a happy family 'till I die,
It's like waiting for a crow to turn pink,
And make your eyes not to blink.
They're not here when I need them the most,
The time when waves of problems came and I lost,
They're pressuring me to be on top,
They didn't know I want to give up.
It's true they give me expensive things that I didn't wish,
After that,they're as fast like Flash as they vanish,
They're not in my shoes so they didn't know,
That my boat is sinking and I can not row.
Pretending that I'm okay is so hard,
Making myself in front of everybody like a retard,
I know their promises was now broken,
And I don't want to be like them,left mistaken.
A/N: Too Personal.
