andrew
Love is closing your laptop at three am when I see you've fallen asleep editing
Love is not finishing my burrito because I know you'll want the rest
Love is staying up late to keep you company when you can't sleep.
Love is knowing exactly what mood you're in when you speak.
Love is buying your favorite candy every time you come over because I want you to know that I care, that I listen.
Love is finding you binge-watching your favorite shows at five am because you can't sleep
Love is watching you starve yourself because you won't listen to me when I say that you're beautiful.
Love is watching you torment yourself day and night because you think that you're annoying.
Love is laughing at every joke you make, even the lame ones.
Love is you.
Love is dorky
Love is playful
Love laughs a lot
But love is also seeing you chase after boys.
Watching you reject the ones you potentially have a future with.
Dealing with the fact that you aren't mine, you'd never be mine.
Still being your friend, even if it hurts.
Reaching out when you've ghosted me for weeks.
Crying alone in my apartment, because I found your old t-shirt and it smells just like you.
Love cries more.
Love envies the days when you were happy with yourself.
Love just wants you to come back.
Love is you.
But you are not yourself.
Love has left the room.
a.s "love"
p.s this is for you, garrett.
