There's no excuse for my actions
I feel like its been an entire year since I last updated, and it probably has.
Its been so long I dont know where to begin.
Last year, my crush Alex and i started dating. I was so happy. But by the 8th month, shit hit the fan. He broke up with me and my life went into a downward spiral. Ever since then my depression is at its highest. Because im still finishing school, i see him everyday now. He acts like everything is fine. Yes we still talk, yes we still hang out. But hes sending me mixed signals. He says he wants to get back together. But i think hes full of shit. My grades have dropped scarcely and i just dont care about anything anymore.
I type this to all of you lovely people with a heavy heart. I love all of you. Keep doing great. I might not post for a long time just like last time. But i want to, but my depression has put me in such a state were i dont even want to eat or leave my room. I just want to sleep all day.
Im so sorry, i feel like such a disappointment for all of you. I feel like my soul is being sucked down into a pit of darkness and whenever i try to escape, it pulls me in more....
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(Markiplier and Jacksepticeye x Child Reader)Abandoned At Christmas
FanfictionIt was a week before christmas. You were about 13 years of age. Your family always had issues, and always took there anger out on you. You decided that when your family leaves you alone in the house, like always, you'll run away. You had nowhere to...
